My Second Chance Mate is a Barbarian (Sera and Fenris) novel Chapter 135

Sera

"Do you want to fuck?"

My throat hitched. I swallowed hard, tasting the lingering burn of the liquor. That was exactly what I had been craving for days. It was all I could think about. But Fenris was taking it to an entirely different level by feeding me some voodoo eastern alcohol first.

I nodded frantically. I opened my mouth and started to say yes, but Fenris immediately shook his head.

"Don't say anything," he commanded softly.

He looked around the warm bedroom, then looked back down at the dried blood flaking on my skin. "We need to wash our stink off first."

He grabbed my small hand in his massive one, his calloused fingers locking securely around mine. "Come on."

He pulled me toward a heavy wooden door at the far end of his chambers. I followed him willingly.

As soon as we passed through the door, I could already feel the alcohol kicking in. It hit my bloodstream fast. But somehow, it was completely different from any wine I had ever drank. It didn't make me dizzy. It made me hyper-aware. The physical sensitiveness I was feeling earlier dialed up to an entirely different, agonizing level.

That rub I wanted earlier? I wanted it ten times more now. That massage? I needed it. My pussy throbbed with a heavy, wet ache. Now I wanted something thick inside me. I wanted something to forcefully open the tight walls of my cunt. I wanted pain. Sweet, sharp pain. I wanted him to hold me down, and maybe even strangle me just a little bit. I craved that dominating, suffocating feeling from my Alpha. I wanted him to use his sharp teeth to graze directly over my clit.

I let out a pathetic, needy whimper. I unconsciously squeezed my thighs tightly together as we walked. The wet friction of my own slick rubbing between my legs made me shiver violently.

Fenris glanced back over his shoulder. He saw my flushed face and squeezed thighs. He smiled knowingly.

"Don't worry," he said, his voice dropping an octave. "We are almost there."

He turned to look at me, the bitterness fading slightly. "When our father died, Dimitri became Alpha. After that, it was legally open to both of us. We didn't have to sneak around anymore." Fenris chuckled, a genuine, warm sound. "Dimitri didn't have a Luna. So, I was his Luna."

I laughed out loud at the visual. Fenris immediately backed it up with a loud, booming burst of laughter that bounced off the wet cave walls.

I stared at him. Fenris had never laughed like this before. I had never heard him sound so relaxed, so genuinely unburdened. The sound of it warmed my chest more than the hot vapor in the air.

I stepped closer to him. I walked right into his personal space. My head barely came up to the center of his massive chest. I brought both of my hands up, resting my palms flat against him, and relaxed the side of my head directly over his heart.

We just stood there like that for a long moment, listening to the water bubbling in the spring.

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