My Second Chance Mate is a Barbarian (Sera and Fenris) novel Chapter 31

Sera

Mina didn’t talk much while she helped me clean up. She dipped a cloth in warm water and wiped the dirt and dried blood from my face. Every time the fabric touched a bruise, I winced. My body felt like it had been put through a meat grinder. My ribs were stiff, and my arms felt heavy, like they were made of lead. I was furious. I wasn't just tired; I was vibrating with a deep, ugly resentment toward Yvara. She hadn't been training me. She’d been using me as a punching bag.

"You're presentable," Mina said quietly, stepping back. She looked at my split lip and sighed.

I didn't thank her. I just turned and limped toward the door.

Breakfast wasn't in the Great Hall. A guard led me to a smaller room deeper in the fortress. It was quiet and warm, with a fire crackling in a stone hearth. A table was already set with bread, meat, and bowls of thick porridge. Fenris was already there. He sat at the head of the table, cutting into a piece of steak with a heavy knife .

He didn't look up when I sat down. He just gestured toward the empty plate in front of me.

"Did you tell her to do that?" I asked. I didn't even pick up my fork.

Fenris stopped chewing. He looked at me, his grey eyes tracking the bruise on my cheek. "Tell who what?"

"Yvara," I snapped. "Did you tell her to treat me like a piece of waste? Did you tell her to kick me until I couldn't breathe?"

"No," Fenris said. He went back to his steak. "I asked her to train you. How she does that is her business."

"It felt personal," I said, leaning forward. My ribs barked at the movement. "She wanted to hurt me. She wasn't teaching me anything; she was just beating me down."

Fenris didn't deny it. He set his knife down and looked at me. "Yvara has her reasons. If you want to know what they are, ask her yourself."

"I'm not going back," I said. "I'm done. I'm not doing this for six more days. I'd rather face Taya without a single lesson than get destroyed by your second every morning."

I expected him to argue. I expected him to shout or tell me I had no choice. Instead, he just nodded once. "That’s your choice, Sera. No one will force you to go to the yard."

Silence fell over the table. The only sound was the fire and the scrape of his fork. I picked up a piece of bread and tore it into small bits, moving them around my plate in circles. I couldn't bring myself to swallow anything. My stomach felt like it was tied in a knot.

"Taya has been training since she could walk," Fenris said. His voice was flat, like he was reading a list of supplies. "She has never lost a formal challenge. The last woman who faced her ended up with a shattered knee. She couldn't walk right for weeks."

I looked up at him. "Why are you telling me this?"

"Because you should know what you're choosing," he said. "If you want to quit, quit. But do it knowing what Taya is going to do to you in six days."

He went back to eating. I went back to staring at my bread. I felt his eyes on me. He stopped eating and watched me push the food around for a long minute. Then, he stood up.

I tensed, my heart speeded up. I didn't know what he was doing. He walked around the table, his heavy boots thudding on the stone. He stopped right beside my chair. He was so close I could feel the heat coming off his skin. He reached past me, his large hand wrapping around the edge of my plate, and pulled it away.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"In a fight, weight matters," he said. He looked me up and down. "Taya outweighs you. You're too thin."

No shit, I thought. Have you seen the size of her ass?

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