SERAPHINA’S POV
Kieran kept one hand at the small of my back as we walked back to our room, not pressing hard, not guiding me as though I might break, but staying close enough that the warmth of his palm cut through the cold unease clinging to my skin.
I found comfort in it. But beneath that comfort, something darker twisted.
Every time his fingers brushed near the edge of those hidden silver markings, I remembered the way his body had gone rigid when he saw how far they had spread.
By the time we reached our room, my chest felt too tight.
The door shut behind us with a soft click, and for a few seconds, neither of us moved.
The bedroom was washed in pale moonlight slipping through the curtains. The bed was neatly made, untouched since morning. The familiar scent of cedar, lavender, clean linen, and Kieran filled the space—a warmth that made the cold inside me feel even sharper.
I stood in the middle of the room and stared at nothing.
Kieran drew in a long, deep breath.
“Sera,” he said softly.
My control, which had held through the ride back, the interrogation room, Alois’ warning, the long, silent walk back, cracked down the center.
“I froze you.”
My voice sounded strange—hoarse and broken and weak.
He didn’t miss a beat. “You didn’t mean to.”
I shook my head, turning to face him. Frustration and fear tangled together until I could barely tell them apart.
“If a blade slips from someone’s hand and cuts another person, the wound still bleeds.”
Kieran’s expression tightened. “That is not the same thing.”
“Isn’t it?” I whispered. “I keep telling myself I’m learning control, that the Archives gave me structure, that I’ve been taught enough to handle what I’m becoming. But tonight, I lost it. I got angry, and yeah, I broke Catherine’s restraints like nothing, but that same power spilled out, affecting everyone near me.”
The words came faster now, each one pulled from the raw place I had been trying not to touch.
“And what happens next time, Kieran? What happens if I lose control during a meeting? During a battle? Around Daniel?”
I saw the brief flash in Kieran’s eyes—the instinctive terror of a father imagining his son in danger.
It nearly broke me.
I looked away.
“I don’t know what I am turning into.”
“You are turning into yourself,” he said.
A bitter laugh trembled out of me. “Poetic. But it isn’t an answer.”
“It’s the truth.”
His hands rose slowly, giving me time to recoil before he touched me. When I didn’t, his palms settled against my shoulders, warm and steady.
“I am not going to stand here and pretend tonight did not frighten me,” he said quietly.
My breath caught.
His thumbs brushed once along my shoulders, grounding.
“It did. Seeing you come back from that puppet’s mind with silver in your eyes and the entire room trapped around you...” His voice lowered. “Yes, Sera. It frightened me.”
Pain opened behind my ribs.
I tried to step back, but his hands tightened—not hard enough to restrain me, only enough to ask me to stay.
“But I was not afraid of you.”
I looked up at him.
His gaze held mine, fierce and unflinching.
“I was afraid for you.”
The words sank into me slowly.
Kieran’s expression softened, but the strength in it did not. “I was afraid because I saw how much it cost you. Because I couldn’t reach you when you stood right in front of me. Because every time your power grows, it tries to take a piece of you.”
My eyes burned.
He lifted one hand and cupped my cheek.
“But I have never been afraid of you.”
A shaky breath escaped me. “Maybe you should be.”
“No.”
“Kieran—”
“No,” he repeated, more firmly this time. “Do not ask me to fear the woman I love.”
The words hit me so sharply that for a moment I forgot how to breathe.
Kieran leaned closer, his forehead nearly touching mine. “You could freeze the world. You could burn it all to ash, and I would still be here, Sera. Do you hear me?”
“But what if—”
“What if nothing,” he countered. “There is no version of you I will ever flinch from.”
My throat closed.
The conviction in his voice hurt as much as it healed.
My fingers curled around his wrists. “Maybe you don’t fear me, but...do you resent it?”
His brows drew together. “Resent what?”
“My power.” I swallowed, forcing the words out before cowardice could take them back. “What it’s becoming. What I’m becoming.”
The confusion in his expression slowly gave way to understanding.
I looked down, unable to hold his gaze. “You’re an Alpha. Not just any Alpha—Kieran Blackthorne. Your life is built on strength, command, protection, being the one others look to when everything falls apart.”
My fingers tightened around his wrist. “No Alpha likes being second to anyone.”
Silence followed, long enough that dread began to gather in my chest again.
Then Kieran exhaled.
“Sera.”
The softness in his voice almost undid me.



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