My Stepbrother's Dirty Little Secret novel Chapter 146

Chapter 146

I stared at it in the moonlight, it was big, shaped like a man, and the weight of it in my hand made my stomach flip. Before this house, I had only ever been with my fiancé, my first love and no one else. After him, I had spent five years burying my head in books, just trying to survive and making sure my mom stayed happy. Sex had been the very last thing on my list of priorities. I honestly thought I had turned that part of me off for good

But Raphael had turned it back on with a single look. And suddenly I was starving for sex. I wanted his tall, muscled body crushing mine. I wanted those big, tattooed arms pinned over my head.

I flicked the toy on. The deep, low hum filled the room. I didn’t go slow. I pushed the head of it hard against my clit and let out a choked sob.

“Fuck,” I whispered, my head hitting the mattress.

I started working it fast, grinding my hips against it. Every vibration felt like a shock to my system. I closed my eyes and pictured him. I pictured him stripping off that expensive suit to show the hard, corded muscles of his stomach and the dark ink on his chest. I imagined him watching me do this. I imagined his big hand wrapping around my neck again, forcing me to look at him while I played with myself.

I took the head of it and pushed it inside my hole. I was so wet it slid in. I gasped, my eyes rolling back. I felt so full, so stretched. I started pumping it in and out, the vibration rattling my bones. I wanted him to be the one filling me. I wanted his actual body crushing the air out of my lungs just like he did on the desk.

But then, a cold splash of reality hit me. He was my stepbrother.

If I let this happen, if I gave in to this hunger, I could ruin everything. My mom finally had a life. She had a husband who protected her, a house that wasn’t falling apart, and a future. If I was caught with Raphael, if I became the reason Salvatore threw us out, I would never forgive myself. I would be the one to destroy my mother’s only chance at happiness.

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