His words slice through the fog, sharp and clear. I blink, struggling to focus on his face. He looks... Resigned, maybe? The golden flecks in his eyes swirl faster now, a maelstrom of amber and emerald.
And suddenly, it clicks.
A hollow laugh bubbles up from my chest, tasting of bile and disbelief. It hurts to laugh, but I can’t stop. The absurdity of it all is just too much.
Fated mates. It’s real. And this asshole just rejected me based on what? Gossip? Or maybe Scott’s words, not mine, and his own misguided sense of morality?
It must be Scott. The way he changed after leaving that office... The way he looked at me.
That asshole must have said something.
I hope Logan doesn’t approach his job with this level of shit investigative work.
The pain in my chest intensifies, a physical manifestation of the bond he’s trying to sever. But beneath it, there’s rage.
White-hot rage that burns through the pain, lending me the strength to haul myself to my feet. My legs shake, threatening to give out, but I lock my knees and force myself to stand tall. I meet his gaze, refusing to back down.
"You want to know if I accept?" My voice comes out raw, ragged. "Let me tell you what I accept, Logan Everett."
I take a step forward, ignoring the way my body screams in protest. "Yes, I accept your rejection."
The pain that hits this time is worse than before, and I can tell it rocks him, too. His lips go white around the edges, his jaw tense and his eyes reddening from the pain. But unlike me, he was prepared for it.
Must be nice to not be sucker-punched.
"I accept that you’re an arrogant, self-righteous prick who can’t be bothered to get his facts straight before passing judgment."
His eyes widen, surprise flickering across his face. Good. Let him be surprised.
"I accept that you’d rather believe office gossip than ask me directly about my relationship status." Another step. The pain recedes slightly, replaced by a surge of adrenaline. "I accept that you think so little of me you assumed I’d cheat on my fiancé without a second thought."
Logan opens his mouth, but I cut him off with a sharp gesture. "No. You’ve had your say. Now it’s my turn."
I take a deep breath, steadying myself. "You want to know the truth, Logan? Scott and I are over. We were over the moment I walked in on him fucking another woman in our bed. So no, I didn’t cheat on anyone. But you didn’t bother to ask, did you?"
The golden flecks in his eyes dim, replaced by a dawning horror. But I’m not done. Not by a long shot.
"You came here, to my home, to jaw-jack about your fucking sense of morality. Like I don’t have one. You rejected our bond based on the words of other people. Not me. Not the one person you should talk to."
I laugh again, bitter and cold. Even the horror on his face isn’t enough to soothe the maelstrom inside my heart. "Well, guess what? I reject you right back."
The words leave my mouth, and something snaps inside me. A tether I didn’t even know existed, severed in an instant. The pain in my chest flares one last time, then vanishes, leaving behind a hollow ache.
Logan staggers back as if I’ve physically struck him. His face contorts in agony, a mirror of what I just experienced. Part of me wants to feel satisfied over his pain, but I’m too drained for petty revenge.
"Nicole," he gasps, reaching out. "I didn’t—"
"Save it." I hold up a hand, cutting him off. "I don’t want to hear your excuses or your apologies. You made your choice, and now I’ve made mine."
I step back, my hand on the door. "Goodbye, Logan. I hope your moral code keeps you warm at night."
With that, I slam the door in his face, cutting off whatever he was about to say. My legs give out, and I slide down the door, my back pressed against the cool wood.
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