[Sophie’s POV]

The rejection changes something in Adrian that I can see but can’t quite name.

He doesn’t talk about Stanford directly—not anymore, not after that first raw conversation where he laid out his suspicions about Vaughn. But I catch him staring at his phone sometimes, scrolling through emails with a furrow between his brows that speaks of obsession rather than casual interest. He makes calls in the other room, his voice too low for me to hear the words but loud enough for me to catch the tone—frustrated, probing, seeking answers that seem to stay just out of reach.

It’s been five days since the rejection email arrived, and the apartment has taken on a strange tension that wasn’t there before. Not between us—if anything, Adrian has been more attentive, more present, as if he’s compensating for the uncertainty in his professional life by doubling down on his personal one. But there’s an undercurrent now, a shadow lurking at the edges of our carefully constructed peace.

“You’re worrying,” Cassian says, finding me in the nursery doorway again. It’s become my habit, standing here and staring at the empty room that will soon hold our daughter. The sage green walls seem to glow in the morning light, and I’ve arranged and rearranged the few items we’ve allowed ourselves to buy—a small stuffed elephant, a mobile of silver stars, a rocking chair that Cassian assembled with methodical precision.

“I’m always worrying,” I reply without turning around. “It’s my natural state.”

“You’re worrying about Adrian specifically.” He comes to stand beside me, his shoulder brushing mine. “About what he’s doing.”

I finally look at him, searching his face for his own feelings on the matter. Cassian has been characteristically measured about the whole situation—acknowledging Adrian’s suspicions without fully endorsing them, supporting the investigation without letting it consume him. It’s a balance I envy and don’t quite understand.

“He’s been on the phone with three different colleagues this morning,” I say quietly. “He barely touched his breakfast. He’s spiraling, Cassian. I can see it happening, and I don’t know how to stop it.”

Cassian is quiet for a moment, considering my words with the careful attention he brings to everything. The morning sun catches the planes of his face, highlighting the shadows under his eyes that tell me he hasn’t been sleeping well either.

“Maybe he needs to spiral,” he says finally. “For a little while, at least. If someone really did sabotage his career, that’s not something he can just… let go of. He needs to know the truth.”

“And if the truth is that Vaughn is out there, actively working against him? Against us?” The fear that’s been building in my chest for days finally finds voice. “What do we do then?”

“We face it together.” His hand finds mine, fingers intertwining with the ease of familiarity. “The same way we’ve faced everything else.”

I want to believe him. I want to trust that our fragile, unconventional family can withstand whatever external pressures come our way. But there’s a part of me—the part that packed a suitcase and wrote goodbye letters—that knows how quickly things can fall apart when the world decides to push back.

Maggie kicks, a flutter of movement against my palm where it rests on my stomach. Four months along now, and she’s making her presence known with increasing frequency. Each kick feels like a reminder—we’re not just fighting for ourselves anymore. We’re fighting for her too.

“I should talk to him,” I say, straightening my shoulders with a resolve I don’t entirely feel. “He’s been protecting me from the details, trying not to stress me out. But I need to know what’s happening. I can’t help if I’m in the dark.”

“Do you want me there?”

I consider the offer, weighing the benefits of united support against the potential for Adrian to feel cornered or overwhelmed. We’re still learning how to navigate these conversations as three people instead of two—when to present a unified front and when to give each other space for one-on-one connection.

“Not this time,” I decide. “But stay close. In case I need backup.”

Cassian nods, pressing a kiss to my temple before stepping back. “I’ll be in the kitchen. Reorganizing something, probably.”

“You reorganized the spice rack yesterday.”

“The tupperware cabinet is a disaster.”

I almost smile. Almost. “Your coping mechanisms are showing.”

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