Reject me twice (Kira and Theron) novel Chapter 96

[Theron’s POV]

I’ve imagined this moment for weeks — the unmasking, the reckoning. I imagined anger or the cold satisfaction of instincts proved correct. What I feel, standing between the trees with Ashenmoor paper scent still on my fingers, is grief.

Ciri stands rigid by the hollow oak, pocket knife clutched in one fist — not as a weapon, but as an anchor. Her braid is loose, her face carrying the nakedness of a person who has run out of masks.

I lay out what I know with the methodical precision of a man presenting a case he wishes he didn’t have to make.

“Your brother is Cyrus, current Alpha, who took power two years ago.” I watch her face as each fact lands.

She doesn’t flinch. She absorbs it the way she absorbs everything — with the practiced endurance of someone who learned early that showing pain invites more of it.

“He sent you to prepare the ground for an assault. You’ve been communicating, using military-standard cipher on Ashenmoor paper.”

“I admit,” she says. “All of it.”

“Your reports have been degraded for weeks. I planted three pieces of strategic information and you withheld every one.”

“Yes.”

“Tell me the mission parameters, from the moment he gave you the assignment. Leave nothing out.”

She tells me without self-pity. The blood oath, Cyrus’s description of me as a monster. The order to infiltrate, gain trust, report weaknesses, and the expectation that she would open the gates.

Then she tells me what wasn’t in the mission.

“I came here expecting the man Cyrus described: a tyrant who ruled through dominance and discarded people when they stopped being useful. I expected cruelty, to feel righteous about what I was doing — that destroying you would be justice for Celeste, and the guilt of deception would be outweighed by the satisfaction of serving my family’s honor.”

“And?”

“Instead I found a man rebuilding himself with more honesty than anyone I’ve ever met. You took in a stranger with a suspicious story and gave her a chance when suspicion alone would have justified throwing her out.”

Her hand tightens on the knife. “Everything I reported to Cyrus was degraded, Theron. I’ve been protecting Shadowpine from my own brother since the moment I stopped believing he deserved to destroy it.”

I listen with my arms folded, face giving nothing away — my equivalent of screaming. Inside, the strategist and the man fight for control.

The strategist weighs her intelligence value: Cyrus’s forces, his tactics, his timeline. If she’s telling the truth, she’s the most valuable asset Shadowpine could possess. The man absorbs her face — not pleading, not performing, just open and raw and terrified of what I’ll do next.

The silence stretches until it has weight.

“Why did you stop?” I ask.

Her answer is simple, devastating, and stripped of everything except truth.

I hold her gaze, and every word costs something I’ll account for later. “I want to believe you, Ciri, but it isn’t enough, not for this. I need proof, and I need it before the sun sets tomorrow.”

“You’ll have it.”

“Then we’re done for tonight.”

I turn and walk. The forest swallows me. Behind me, I can hear her breathing, her heartbeat fast and unsteady.

She doesn’t cry. I listen for it — the sound that would tell me her composure has finally broken: silence.

Just a woman standing in the dark, holding a knife she found as a child, waiting for a dawn that will determine whether tonight’s choice was salvation or the last mistake she’ll make as a free wolf.

I walk until I can’t hear her heartbeat. Then I stop, press my forehead against a pine, and wait for the roaring in my chest to subside.

Celeste’s sister. The symmetry is so precise it feels designed — the most surgically painful test the universe could devise.

Five weeks until Cyrus marches and twenty-four hours until I decide Ciri’s fate. Somewhere between those deadlines, I have to separate the Alpha’s judgment from a heart that already knows what it wants and is terrified of wanting it.