Seven Cubs, Seven Fathers, Zero Days Off novel Chapter 225

Chapter 225: Chapter 223: How Did You Get Injured?

He knew Xiao Ya would see from behind that pillar, but he didn’t care in the slightest. If he had to choose between his clan and Shen Yue...

...he would definitely choose Shen Yue.

So he couldn’t worry about anything else.

But when he saw how well she and Huang Ziyue worked together, joining forces to drag out the person hiding in the shadows, he realized his worries had been for nothing.

That man protected her so well.

They had such perfect chemistry.

In that moment, he was both happy she was alright and a little dejected.

Dejected that he was like an outsider, only able to stand aside and watch them silently, unable to interfere or help.

He didn’t want to be shut out by her like that.

So...

...after the incident, he immediately began investigating the whole affair.

After all, the person in the shadows was targeting Shen Yue. He would never let anyone who wanted to harm Shen Yue get away with it.

But unexpectedly, when he went to her courtyard last night, wanting to tell her about the clues and leads he had found...

...what he saw was Huang Ziyue and her in a moment of tender affection.

Seeing the blissful look on her face as Huang Ziyue held her, he found the sight incredibly jarring.

He had waited in the courtyard for so long, only to be met with such a scene!

Rage rushed to his head.

It made him forget to even mention his important findings and just start a fight with Huang Ziyue...

At the time, he didn’t actually want to fight with Huang Ziyue out of jealousy, but he just couldn’t control himself.

After he left, he was torn between regret and anger...

But he also knew Shen Yue would surely realize there was something wrong with that pool of blood, so he rushed to the main hall first.

He waited there, and sure enough, the two of them arrived together half an hour later.

He just wanted to find a way to spend a little more time with her, to see her for a bit longer, to be a little closer to her.

But he never expected her to be so annoyed by him, to the point where the sight of him made her want to drive him away.

She even told him to go back early and sleep with Xiao Ya.

Even though he knew she was only saying it to deliberately provoke him because she was angry...

...how could he not feel hurt hearing those words?

He had never thought of being with any woman other than her.

Yet he had let her misunderstand him so deeply.

’She even knows I’m faking my amnesia, yet she insists I keep up the act. Does she really not care at all?’

But now, his only regret was that he hadn’t stopped her last night out of anger.

He had let her get together with Huang Ziyue completely.

He had let that man possess her completely.

He couldn’t accept it. He simply couldn’t.

He knew she could never belong to him alone.

But at a time like this, when there was a rift between them, she had given herself to another man.

She had given her love to another man.

How was he supposed to get over that? How was he supposed to convince himself it was okay?

He shouldn’t have lost!

She used to care for him, to love him.

If, if he hadn’t made that choice, would he have been the one to become one with her in body and soul last night?

If Xiao Ya hadn’t appeared, would he have been her first choice to entrust her body and soul to, instead of Huang Ziyue?

All this time, what had they been fighting for?

It was for the position of her number one Beast Husband.

It was to decide who was the most important person in her heart.

Now, that position belonged to Huang Ziyue.

How could he not be in pain, not feel regret?

He hadn’t just lost her willingly given first night; he had lost her love.

He had lost his place as the one she loved most, the one who occupied the largest space in her heart.

Last night was too painful for him, a night he would likely never forget for the rest of his life.

At this thought, he clutched his chest and looked at Shen Yue, the crimson in his eyes turning into the glimmer of tears.

"Yes, I’m pathetic. I deserve this. It’s my own fault, I’ve dug my own grave. It’s all my fault..."

His voice was choked, every word like a knife to the heart.

He paused.

"But, I just want to ask you one thing. Do you still want me?"

’Does she really not want me anymore?’

It seemed to take all his strength to ask that question.

As if in the next second, he would be so overcome with grief that he would start to cry.

Shen Yue stood opposite him, slightly stunned as she saw the tears welling in his eyes.

’Does Bai Chaosi think that just by admitting his mistakes, he can make me focus on him again?’

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