The Alpha’s Secret Obsession Now novel Chapter 68

The door clicks shut behind Sarah, and the silence that follows is absolute.

I sit on the edge of the bed where my legs deposited me, my hands still pressed against my stomach, my lungs forgetting how to draw air.

The silk coverlet beneath my palms feels obscenely soft, a texture meant for comfort that now registers only as wrongness against skin that has gone cold and clammy.

The room that seemed like a promise ten minutes ago now feels like a tomb—beautiful and suffocating and utterly indifferent to the woman falling apart within its walls.

Ricky’s face burns behind my eyes. The bruises, the blood matting her curls. The emptiness in her gaze that suggests she’s already begun retreating into herself, already begun the process of disappearing that captivity demands of its victims.

‘Morgan.’ Nireya’s voice reaches me from somewhere distant, muffled by the roaring in my ears. ‘You need to breathe. Passing out won’t help anyone, least of all your friend.’

“I did this to her.” The words scrape past my throat like broken glass. “She’s being tortured because I was too selfish to push her away when I should have, too desperate for kindness to recognize that my presence would destroy anyone foolish enough to offer it.”

‘Self-flagellation is very dramatic, but it’s also spectacularly unproductive.’ Nireya’s sardonic edge cuts through the fog of despair. ‘Ricky made her own choices. She knew danger surrounded you, and she stayed anyway. That’s not your fault—it’s her loyalty.’

“Her loyalty is going to get her killed.”

The tears come without warning, hot and relentless, streaming down my cheeks and dripping onto the silk coverlet.

The salt stings where it catches the corners of my mouth, and I taste grief—bitter and metallic, coating my tongue like medicine that offers no cure.

I curl forward, my forehead pressing against my knees, and let the grief consume me in waves that feel like drowning.

The fabric of my pants is rough against my tear-slicked cheeks, and I breathe in the scent of forest and car leather that still clings to my clothes from the drive, remnants of a world that existed before Sarah destroyed it.

I cry for Ricky, bound and bleeding in some warehouse I cannot find.

I cry for my baby, whose existence has become a bargaining chip in a game I never chose to play.

I cry for myself—for the twelve-year-old girl who baked a birthday cake and lost everything, for the woman who thought she’d finally escaped only to find the trap had simply grown larger.

The sobs tear through my chest until my ribs ache, until my throat burns raw, until the tears run dry and leave me hollow and shaking on sheets that smell like cedar and sandalwood and the promise of safety that turned out to be another lie.

‘Are you finished?’ Nireya asks, and despite the sardonic phrasing, her presence wraps around mine with something that feels almost like gentleness. ‘I ask not to be cruel, but because we have limited time and unlimited problems, and wallowing isn’t going to solve any of them.’

“What am I supposed to do?” The question emerges cracked and desperate. “She has Ricky. She wants me to kill my own child. There’s no version of this where everyone I love survives.”

‘That’s grief talking.’ Nireya’s voice sharpens. ‘Sarah presented you with a binary choice because she wants you paralyzed by impossible options. But binaries are rarely as fixed as the people who construct them want you to believe.’

I lift my head, staring at the window where afternoon light continues to stream through as if the world hasn’t just collapsed around me.

The golden rays catch dust motes drifting through the air, tiny particles suspended in brightness, completely oblivious to the devastation unfolding beneath them.

Outside, I can hear the distant call of a bird, the rustle of wind through the garden below, ordinary sounds from an ordinary world that no longer has any relevance to the nightmare I’m living.

“She’s won.” The words taste like surrender, and I hate myself for speaking them. “She always wins, Nireya. Every time I think I’ve found solid ground, she pulls it out from under me and watches me fall.”

‘Then stop trying to stand on ground she controls.’ The frustration in Nireya’s presence is palpable. ‘You’ve been fighting this battle alone since you were twelve years old, Morgan. How has that strategy worked out so far?’

The accusation lands with the force of a physical blow.

‘Finally,’ Nireya breathes, and approval surges through her presence. ‘The wolf wakes up.’

I cross to the vanity where my phone sits charging. My fingers tremble as I create a new group message that contains both brothers.

The words I type are simple, stripped of explanation or context, because the explanations will require more courage than I currently possess and more time than Ricky has left.

Me: Come to my room. Now. Both of you.

The message sends with a soft whoosh, and I lower myself into the vanity chair to wait, staring at my reflection in the mirror—tear-streaked, red-eyed, utterly wrecked—and see for the first time in months a woman who has finally stopped running.

The phone buzzes twice in quick succession.

Paul: On my way.

Zane: Two minutes.

I press my palm against my stomach, feeling the warmth beneath my skin, the impossible life that refuses to be bargained away.

Beneath my hand, something flutters—too early to be movement, probably imagination, but I choose to believe it’s my child telling me to fight.

“Hold on, little one,” I whisper. “Mama’s done being afraid.”

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