"I need to see her."
"She’s asleep, finally."
Fin’s voice was level and controlled, with just enough edge to communicate that "finally" was doing significant work in that sentence. "It took a calming tonic and over an hour to get her breathing under control. She told me what happened with your Gamma."
Fin didn’t clarify where. He didn’t say "in my bed" or "in my room." The omission was deliberate, but Dex heard it loud and clear.
His jaw shifted and he looked at the floor, then back at Fin.
"I’ve held her through a lot, Dex." Fin paused. "I have never seen her that distraught."
The words landed and Dex received them without flinching, because he had been receiving blows all night and his body had stopped registering the difference between emotional and physical.
Fin studied him for a long moment.
"Something else happened, because the level of upset I pulled out of her tonight doesn’t line up with a three-second kiss."
Dex met his eyes. "Why do you say that?"
"Because I’ve had a mate cheat on me before." He let that sit. "I know what that looks like. The guilt, the deflection, the way they try to control how much you find out. Serena did the opposite of all of that. She told me I wouldn’t want her here if I knew, and then she told me anyway because she’d already accepted the consequences."
He exhaled.
"That doesn’t track with a woman trying to hide something. That is a woman who already got punished for being honest once tonight and walked into my study expecting it again."
Silence held long enough for the fire to pop twice.
Dex exhaled like he’d been holding his breath for hours. "I didn’t handle it well."
"I gathered." Fin’s arms were still crossed and his face was neutral, but he was working to keep it that way, and Dex could see the effort. "For what it’s worth, I nearly lost my composure too. Hearing your mate kissed another man is never a gentle experience."
The admission shifted the room, and the dynamic between them adjusted by a fraction, from judge and defendant to two men standing in the same wreckage.
"What did you say to her?" Dex asked.
Fin weighed how much to share. "I told her the friendship with Gav was done and that I would be speaking with him."
"That’s it?"
"That’s it." Fin’s jaw tightened. "I wanted to say a hell of a lot more, but she was falling apart in my lap and I made a call."
"The right call."
"Maybe. Or maybe I made the easy call because she was crying and I didn’t want to be the second man to hurt her tonight." Fin’s voice dropped. "I’m still angry, Dex. But I decided she didn’t need to see it."
Dex stared at him, because the honesty was disarming.
"You’re better at this than I am," Dex said.
"I’ve had a mate before." Fin reached behind him, picked up a glass of water from his desk, and held it out.
Dex stared at it, hearing the echo of the war room pitcher that had sat untouched between them at the center of a thirty-foot table. Two men who had been too proud to walk fifteen feet for a glass of water.
He took it and drank.
"My first mate," Fin continued. "The one who died. She didn’t die faithful."
Dex’s eyes came up.
"I found out before she passed. I felt it through the matebond before she told me, and when she did, she cried and apologized and swore it would never happen again." His jaw worked once. "She was lying. I knew she was lying, and she knew I knew. We both pretended the apology was enough because the alternative was admitting that the matebond I had built my life around was built on top of a crack."
He looked at the fire.
"Serena is the opposite of that, and I knew it the second she started talking tonight. She wasn’t managing me or calculating how much to reveal. She told me the worst version of the truth, the version that made her look the worst, because she thought I deserved the full picture even if it cost her everything."
He turned his head and looked at Dex.
"You had that tonight too. I know you did, because she wouldn’t have given me the truth and held it back from you."
Dex looked at the glass in his hand. "I had her back for one night. One night, and I slept for the first time in weeks because she was next to me. Night two, I told her to leave because my best friend kissed her for three seconds and she was honest about it."


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