The Alpha's Unclaimed Mate novel Chapter 317

Chapter 317: Rejected Fate, Felt Fucking Great

"I, Gavriel Sterling, reject you, Guinevere Ashford, as my mate."

The words left his mouth in a voice he didn’t recognize. Flat. Final. Spoken in the cell Guinevere Ashford was being held in. An ugly room to do the ugliest thing he had ever done.

If she felt anything, she didn’t show it. Her face remained neutral. "I hope she was worth it."

Without a word, Gavriel turned and left, her shouts echoing behind him.

"I LOOKED INCREDIBLE NAKED IN THAT CORRIDOR AND EVERYONE KNOWS IT!"

He made it to the main gallery before he started to feel it.

The matebond didn’t break clean.

It shredded. Every fiber of connection between his soul and Guinevere Ashford’s came apart in strips, each one carrying a sensation that lived somewhere between burning and drowning, and his body received the damage the way a body receives a blade to the gut: all at once, everywhere, with no way to distribute the impact.

He staggered. His shoulder hit the wall. His hand slammed flat against the stone to keep the rest of him from following, and for three seconds he stood there, braced, breathing through his teeth, while the severed matebond bled out inside his chest.

Rook howled.

The sound was internal, locked behind Gavriel’s teeth, but it filled his skull with a grief so total it whited out his vision. His wolf was mourning a connection that had been wrong from the first breath, mourning the loss of a thread his instincts had demanded and his judgment had rejected, and the contradiction was tearing through Rook’s consciousness in real time.

Rook: It hurts.

Gav: I know.

Rook: I didn’t want her. Why does it hurt if I didn’t want her.

Gav: Because the matebond doesn’t care what we want. It only knows what it lost.

Rook went silent. The silence was worse than the howling.

Gav’s knees hit the stone. He caught himself on one hand, the other pressed flat against his sternum where the severed matebond was bleeding something that had no physical form and no medical name. His vision swam. The edges of the corridor blurred, darkened, and the cold that moved through his chest had nothing to do with temperature and everything to do with the empty space where a connection used to live.

He stayed on the floor. There was nowhere to go and nobody he wanted to see and nothing in his body that was capable of standing.

The irony was precise. When Serena’s matebond had been damaged, he was the one who sat beside her on a stone floor and held space for the grief until she could carry it herself. He had been steady. He had been patient. He had been the man who didn’t flinch, because flinching meant she would stop showing him the parts of herself that needed air.

Nobody was sitting beside him now.

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Serena and Elara were walking towards the dragon yard when they found him.

The corridor connected the eastern wing to the training grounds, and it was the kind of passage that existed because castles were old and architecture was practical and nobody decorated the parts of a building that only soldiers used.

The lighting was poor. It was, by every measure, the worst corridor in Drakenfell.

Serena saw him first.

He was hunched against the wall, one shoulder braced against the stone, his head hanging between his arms. His breathing was wrong. Too shallow, too fast, the rhythm of a body managing pain it couldn’t distribute. His hands were shaking. His hands were never supposed to shake.

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