Chapter 61: A Warm Hug.–1
Clara
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A few days have passed… Not many. But enough so that silence ceases to be scandalous and becomes something constant, almost installed on the walls of the house.
Ethan is still here. He moves naturally through the corridors as if he had never left. He works from the living room or from the garden, with a laptop resting on the wrought iron table that was always under the lemon tree; He speaks little, intervenes only when necessary, takes care of calls that I don’t want to
answer. It solves things that I don’t have the strength to face.
I watch him more than I should.
That morning I see him through the window. He is sitting in the garden, phone in hand, concentrated. His
slightly furrowed brow when he listens, his straight posture, the way he makes decisions without
hesitation.
I remember when that firmness made me feel safe, something stirs inside me.
It’s not outright love, it’s not clean nostalgia. It is something more complex.
It’s acknowledging that that man, the one out there solving problems as if the weight of the world didn’t
affect him, was my home for years.
And now he’s here… without me having asked for it.
The doorbell rings, I am startled.
Someone opens the door and then I hear his voice… Alexander.
I’m not surprised to see him. He has been correct these days. Short messages. Discreet calls. Measured
presence.
“How are you?” he asks me as soon as I let him in.
The question is simple, but it is always difficult to answer.
“Better… I guess.”
We walked to the living room. We talk first about the inevitable, the company, some pending, the contract
in New York, decisions that cannot be postponed much longer.
Its tone is professional. Of course… Efficient.
It has always been like this, then silence settles between us. A different, more personal one.
“I wish I could be closer these days,” he finally says.
I look up at him.
“You’ve been,” I reply.
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Shake softly.
“Not in the way I would have liked.”
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I follow his gaze, he is looking towards the garden. Ethan is there, standing now, walking slowly while
talking on the phone.
Alexander looks at me again.
“It’s difficult to compete like this.”
Blinking.
“Compete?”
“There is history,” he says with a calmness that is not indifference, “There’s a past. You two share ties that I
don’t have… nor will I ever have.”
I feel a tension run down my back.
I didn’t expect him to say it out loud.
“What exactly do you mean?” I ask, though I know the answer.
He holds my gaze.
“Because when I look at you with him close, I understand that there are things that are not erased just because time passes.”
I don’t like the direction the conversation is taking, not now, not here.
“This is not the time to talk about it,” I say softly, but firmly.
There is a second of silence.
Alexander lowers his gaze.
“You’re right. I’m sorry. Sorry.”
And he really says it, he does not insist, he does not pressure. That disarms me a little! We continued
talking for a few more minutes, trying to return to safe ground, but something has already changed. Something was said.
I feel Ethan’s gaze before I see him. I raise my eyes to the garden and find him watching us from afar. Not
with reproach. Not with a harsh gesture.
Just attentive, as if measuring distance. Alexander notices it too.
He stands up.
“I don’t want to bother,” he says.
“You’re not bothering us,” I respond automatically.
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But I’m not sure it’s true.
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When we head out into the garden, Ethan has already finished the call. He calmly puts the phone away and
walks over.
The tension is subtle, there are no sharp words. Only contained energy.
Alexander extends his hand to him first. Ethan accepts it without hesitation.
A firm grip, too firm.
“Thank you for being here,” Alexander says with impeccable politeness.
“Sure,” Ethan replies. “It is the minimum.”
They hold their gaze for a second longer than necessary.
There is no smile, there is no open challenge. But there is no neutrality either.
Alexander looks at me.
“We’ll talk later.”
I nod.
I accompany him to the door and when he gets back into his car, I stay for a few seconds watching him
walk away.
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When I return, Ethan is no longer in the garden. I climb the stairs almost by instinct.
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The door to his room is ajar, I see him inside, with his back turned, taking off his jacket with controlled, too
controlled movements.
I don’t dare to go in, I stay in the hallway, with a strange feeling squeezing my chest.
Alexander is right about something.
There is history, there is a past, there are connections. But there are also wounds.
And I don’t know if what is stirring in me these days is love… or simply the echo of what we once were.
All I know is that, for the first time since Dad died, grief is no longer the only thing weighing on me. Now
there is also confusion.
I knew it was going to happen at some point. Nothing is permanent. Not even his constant presence these
days.
The call came in the middle of the afternoon. I was in the room, pretending to read some documents that
I couldn’t process. Ethan was in the garden again, as if that space had always belonged to him.
I saw him tense as soon as he answered, I didn’t need to listen to the whole conversation to understand it.
It was urgent work.
His tone changed. He became more direct, more businesslike, more distant. The Ethan who does not
hesitate. The one who resolves.
He entered the house a few minutes later.
“I have to go,” he said with that serenity he always uses when he doesn’t want to upset anyone.
I felt something in my chest.
A small, unexpected contraction… As if my body reacts before my mind.
Of course he had to leave, he has a company. Commitments. The contract in New York. The world does
not stop because my father has died.
“All right,” I replied.
And I meant it.
But it didn’t prevent that feeling from staying there, uncomfortable, as if something was out of alignment.
He said goodbye to my mother first. He hugged her respectfully, carefully. He assured her that he would continue to take care of everything necessary. She thanked him with a look that said more than I wanted to analyze.
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Then he picked up his jacket, his phone, his keys.
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