The Mech Touch novel Chapter 7239

Chapter 7239: Rosa Orfan’s Conviction

Confronting the truth hurt.

When the false version of herself used the images of herself and other Larkinsons to put Rosa Orfan down, each point of criticism was grounded in truth.

The impact they had on her mood and confidence had been severe enough to push the expert pilot to the brink of giving up her life and existence.

This was how much she cared and how badly she was affected by her own failings!

Yet Rosa also realized that there was far more to life and fighting than fixating on her weaknesses.

All of those failings represented just one side of the coin. She refused to believe that she was able to become an expert pilot and make it up to this point without having her redeeming factors.

At this critical situation, she knew what she had to do in order to remove the final obstacles to breaking her bottleneck.

She had already completed the first step by honestly acknowledging her weaknesses.

However, the next steps mattered even more. What were her strengths?

“I am not the strongest, toughest or fastest pilot, but I can be good enough in all three! I am the one of the most well-rounded champions of the Larkinson Clan after Joshua!”

Venerable Orfan offered versatility. She was able to fight against a wider variety of opponents and only really had trouble with enemies that remained at a distance.

As long as she was able to get close enough, she could rely on the Riot’s defenses to withstand accurate attacks, and make use of its mobility if the enemy preferred more hard-hitting strikes.

Combined with her not so trivial offensive power, the expert pilot had always taken pride in being able to scrap and duel against many powerful opponents.

Yet this was not a proper description of her strengths as an expert pilot.

What was her greatest advantage? Every high-ranking mech pilot was unique.

“My greatest strength… is my persistence! I will never give up! I will always keep fighting!”

Though Rosa very clearly ignored her previous state, she believed with all of her heart that she was the gutsiest of all of the champions of the Larkinson Clan!

Compared to Venerable Jannzi who constantly had to think about how to block or mitigate incoming attacks. She might even have to make the difficult call to retreat in order to prevent her Bastion from crumbling apart entirely.

Venerable Orfan in contrast did not put nearly as much thinking into her actions.

She had often received complaints and criticisms regarding her irreverent behavior, but as far as she was concerned, she was making a positive difference.

She responded to potential threats faster than her peers and was not afraid of engaging in a disadvantageous matchup.

No matter how powerful the enemy may be, as long as she could make a difference, her honor demanded that she try her best!

The value of this mindset could not be overstated. In a war where heroes and gods became increasingly scarier and more lethal, possessing the guts to confront the alien monstrosities without reserve was exactly what many mech forces needed!

This realization also gave Venerable Orfan enough clarity when it came to her conviction.

She discovered that unlike many of her fellow peers, she did not possess a strong calling for protecting human civilization or the Larkinson Clan.

It would be false to claim that she cared as much about the Larkinson Clan as Dise and Jannzi.

Try as she might, she simply couldn’t bring herself to match their patriotism and dedication.

That was okay.

Venerable Orfan was her own person. She no longer felt the need to maintain a pretense of being just as loyal as the other champions anymore. There was room for many people in the Larkinson Clan.

So long as she maintained her obligations to the Larkinsons and met her contractual obligations, she would still remain useful to the clan.

That was enough.

The truth was that Venerable Orfan cared a lot more about herself. She admitted it. She was selfish and self-centered. She still cared about the people around her, but her incessant need to prove herself and keep up with the best of the Larkinson Clan was a reflection of how much she obsessed over herself.

She wanted to become strong. Not in order to rule over red humanity or reshape the Red Ocean in her image.

No, her goals were not so grandiose.

She simply wanted to become the strongest.

Yes, really.

It sounded like such a simple and juvenile goal, but perhaps not everything about Rosa Orfan had grown up.

Perhaps the only addition he could make to that goal was to have fun while doing it. She had spent too many days wallowing in her feelings of inferiority. Those were not good times. Rosa Orfan became resolved to face the future with a more optimistic mindset!

If she was weak, then she needed to push herself harder!

So long as she did not give up on herself, she would always be able to close the gap between herself and her ultimate goal!

This led her to formulate her true conviction for the first time.

“The careers of many mech pilots are beset by accidents and opportunities. It is difficult for us to survive all of the crap that the universe throws at us. Those who rise above the occasion are not always the prodigies or the blessed ones. Sometimes, a lucky bastard like me gets to earn her place among the greats. I will do everything in my power to become a god pilot no matter what is wrong with me. Everything! I will even make a pact with a demon if that is what it takes to come out on top! I FEAR NOTHING!”

Before the demon could press its attack and rely on its demonic strength to devour what remained of Rosa Orfan’s willpower, the Prophet’s Bane was suddenly taken aback when an explosion of willpower originated from what little Rosa Orfan retained!

“I THRIVE IN CHAOS!”

Venerable Rosa Orfan was no more.

Saint Rosa Orfan had come and taken her place!

As the former expert pilot finally triggered her long-awaited second apotheosis, a mutation immediately occurred!

Due to the mechanics of the Blood Pact as well as Rosa’s far-reaching state of demonic possession, the barriers between the two began to blur!

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