The Prison Project (by Bethany Donaghy) novel Chapter 171

Chapter 171

Coban’s POV

“I just don’t want to give you my all if you’re planning to ditch me…”

Her words landed like a slap.

Not because they were cruel but because they were honest.

For a second, all I could do was stare at her…

I mean, really look at her…

The way her shoulders trembled now that the anger was slowly burning itself out. The way her eyes shone, glassy with tears she was trying so damn hard not to let fall – but failing miserably. The way her voice cracked when she tried to stay strong behind her own

words…

Fuck.

I dragged a hand down my face, pacing a single step away before stopping myself.

Running had always been my instinct – to retreat, regroup, regain control – but there was nowhere to run from this. Not from her.

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“I’m not planning to ditch you,” I said again, slower this time. Quieter. Like if I softened it enough, she might actually hear me and believe

me…

But she didn’t look convinced as the tears rolled down her puffy cheeks…

“Do you just think I wake up every day in this place wondering how fast I can get away from you when I get out?” I asked next, frustration threading through my voice despite my efforts to keep it steady. “You think I go through all this shit, play nice with the suits, bite my tongue, control every fucked–up instinct I’ve got just to pass some time with you?”

Her breath hitched at that, but no words came.

Silence.

I stepped closer before I could stop myself. Not touching her. Not yet. Just close enough that she had to look at me fully.

“My life on the outside?” I continued, jaw tight. “It’s violent. It’s messy. It’s tied to people who don’t let go, and mistakes that don’t stay buried. People die. I don’t get to just… walk away from this place and live a perfect little life with you, Bella, and that world… it’s all that

I know…”

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to be convinced.

“Maybe not now… but I know it would scare you once you’re in it, Margot, you’re just being naive, gas how so Hex what my the outside…” I start, as she shakes her head, irritated all over again.

“Naive?!” She repeats, as 1 fold my arms firmly across my chest, giving a final nod.

I knew she didn’t like it, but it had to be said… she was being extremely naive,

She has no fucking idea what she’s even asking to be involved in…

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I’d dragged plenty of people into my orbit before. People who thought they could handle it too. People who thought Wiking me was worke

the risk.

And they always paid for it in the end…

“I know what happens to most people who stand too close to my world,” I said, my voice roughening despite trying to hold my temper at bay… “They get hurt. Used. Targeted. Or worse. And I won’t do that to you, you’re different…

She shook her head, lips trembling. “But you don’t just get to decide all of that for me…”

The words stopped me cold.

I exhaled slowly, feeling something dangerous shift in my chest – not anger this time, but fear. The kind that comes when you realise you’re losing control of something you desperately want to protect…

“Yes I can decide, and I will, and it’s for your own good!” I bite back, pointing a finger at her now, as she sniffles and struggles to catch a breath between her sobs.

“So I was right, you are just planning to ditch me then…” she shook her head, disappointed flooding her features, as I groaned loudly- tugging at my hair.

“No!” I hiss back, feeling as though we are dancing round in circles with this now. “That’s not what I fucking said!”

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My patience was wearing thin…

“You’ve decided that I can’t handle your life on the outside? So how can this continue, Coban? Where exactly does that leave me? You just

keep on contradicting yourself – you can’t have both!” She rants frustratedly through her tears, as I try my upmost hardest to listen….

“You say this is more than just a prison fling, but you also say I won’t survive with you on the outside, so where exactly does that leave me?!” She throws out her hands as though she too is searching for a visible answer amongst the female bathroom stalls.

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