Margot’s POV
The walk back to the cell felt quieter this time.
Not awkward.
Not tense.
Just… calm.
Coban’s hand stayed wrapped around mine the entire way, his thumb brushing slow, absent patterns against my skin like he needed the constant contact just as much as I did.
We didn’t talk much.
Didn’t need to.
Everything that mattered had already been said… or at least started.
And for now?
That was enough.
The door buzzed open, and we stepped inside together.
Home.
If I could even call it that.
The second the door shut behind us, the atmosphere shifted again – but not in a bad way like it used to before it just got smaller…
More intimate.
More close.
“I’m going to go shower,” Coban muttered, already dragging his shirt up and over his sweaty hair. “Then we can go eat?” He suggests.
I nodded lightly. “Okay.”
“Don’t leave!” He reiterated, that seeming to be his favourite line now, before he didn’t hesitate, disappearing into the bathroom, the door shutting behind him a second later.
And just like that….
I was alone.
For what felt like the first time today.
Fully alone.
I stood there for a moment, letting the silence settle around me before I exhaled slowly, hearing the shower switch on, the running water hitting the tray….
Then, I looked around.
I mean, really looked for the first time since being back here…
And… wow!
We’d been living in total chaos without acknowledging it.
Clothes half thrown over the floor and chair.
The bed a complete, unmade mess.
Papers everywhere.
Random items scattered across every available surface.
It wasn’t disgusting…
But it definitely wasn’t a peaceful space to be in either.
And right now?
I needed peaceful.
So-
I moved.
Slowly at first, mindful of my ribs as I began picking things up, folding what I could, stacking things neatly where they belonged.
Each small task grounding me more than I expected.
Something about fixing the space around me made everything in my head feel a little less tangled.
A little more manageable.
The bed was next.
I stripped it back slightly, shaking out the sheets before carefully smoothing them down, fluffing the pillows, pulling the duvet back into place.
It wasn’t perfect.
But it was better.
Cleaner.
Calmer.
“Jesus…” I muttered under my breath, glancing at the pile of clothes building up in the corner. “We seriously need to do some laundry…”
That was… a problem for another time though.
I wiped my hands lightly against my thighs before moving toward the drawers, figuring I’d at least try and organise something in there.
But the second I pulled one open-
I froze.
Because there it was.
Still sitting exactly where it had been left.
The money.
A thick wad.
Neatly stacked.
Untouched.
My head spun at the sight of it.
God…
I’d almost forgotten about it being In this room…
Slowly, I reached down, brushing my fingers against the edge of it.
Fifteen thousand.
And more if I’d wanted it…
All of that…
Just to leave.
Just to walk away from him.
From this.
From everything.
My chest tightened as I stared at it.
Because for a moment…
Just a brief, dangerous moment…
I’d let myself once consider it.
What if I had taken it?
What if I’d walked out that door?
Gone back home…
Back to the life I’d come from…
My stomach turned.
No.
No, I couldn’t even picture it.
Back to him.
Back to my father.
The shouting. The control. The fear that lived in every corner of that house, if you could even call it that.
The version of myself that existed there… the small fragile girl… powerless and broken.
I swallowed hard, my fingers curling slightly into the edge of the drawer.
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