Chapter 251
I got curious near the end of September. I walked over to the crowd but stayed quiet. Everyone made a big deal over him talking to me. It didn’t really matter much to me and I shrugged it off but he kept coming. He kept singling me out over the other girls. After about a month he got tired of all the girls surrounding us, he wanted something more private so he told me how to get to a lake near the school and we started hanging out there. I enjoyed attention at the lake and I gave him my number.
I asked him if we were dating and he said that he didn’t date. That he felt dating was for mates and his only mate was his fated mate. He admitted that he was only interested in having sex. That it was a special thing to lose your virginity to the alpha’s son. That it would make me more attractive to the other males. I argued that I was too young to date let alone have sex but he waved me off like it wasn’t a big deal. He told me that my age was perfect. That at nearly eleven, I was too young to get pregnant which would allow him to skip the condom. That the condom was why the first time always hurts.
I told him that it wasn’t true. That I have been getting my period regularly for six months which meant that I could get pregnant. He ignored me again and told me to trust him. He had been taking virgins without a condom for over a year and he’s never had any of the girls come back pregnant. That no wolf could get pregnant before they became a teenager. When he mentioned that the first time always hurt I told him then that I wasn’t ready.
That was the first time he told me to stop being a baby. He tried to convince me that the pain isn’t that bad. All I need to do is trust him and relax. That he would do all the work and by the time he was done I would beg him for more. That every girl he’s had sex with has come back multiple times. He would have sex with them as many times as he could over two weeks before chasing them away.
I tried to walk away but he pulled me into his lap. He reassured me that it didn’t have to happen now, that he’d go slow and build me up to wanting it. He refused to understand why I was afraid. He kept telling me that it was silly to fear something so natural, swearing that there was nothing to fear about it. Then he started talking about the others. How they all begged him to take their virginity because he was so gentle and caring with them. All I had to do was submit. Just let him touch me and put himself inside me.
The thought of him inside me scared me even more and I tried to get out of his lap but he pulled me back and wrapped his arm around me. I struggled to get away from him for a little bit but he was too strong. Eventually I gave up and he started to tell me of all the things he wanted to do to me. I thought most of it was disgusting and I tried again to get away from him. Instead of letting me go he put his hand down my pants. I was uncomfortable with it and told him to stop but he didn’t. He spoke to me softly as he touched me, encouraging me to relax. When I finally did relax I did find it pleasing so he continued a little longer before pulling his hand out.”
“I’m sorry to change the subject, as you’re doing a lot better than I thought you would talking to me about my son.”
“I’m sorry.” She interrupts quietly.
I gently use my fingers to slide her hair from in front of her eyes.
“There’s nothing for you to apologize for.” I try to console her as I see tears drop silently.
“I’m concerned that you had no idea what sex was when Lucas started talking to you. Can you tell me what you knew about sex? Either from school or your parents?”
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