Chapter 109
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I turned away from the burned remains of the mansion with Ota at my side, the scent of smoke still clinging to my clothes as if the fire had branded itself into my skin.
The air felt wrong without her presence, too empty, too sharp, and every step away from that place felt like another failure I would have to answer for later.
Almost a week, seven days.
It had been seven days since the fire swallowed my grandfather’s home, almost a week since Naomi vanished without a trace, since the world tilted into something unrecognizable and cruel.
I had lived my entire life surrounded by violence, betrayal, and death, yet never once had fear settled into my chest the way it did now. This was not fear for my own life, nor fear of consequences, nor fear of enemies rising against me.
This was fear of being too late.
I clenched my fists as we moved, my mind replaying fragments I did not remember clearly yet somehow felt carved into my bones. Her voice, soft and hesitant. Her eyes, steady even when she was afraid. The way she stood her ground even when the world tried to crush her into silence.
I did not remember loving her.
Not fully.
Not clearly.
But my body remembered.
My instincts screamed her name in a language deeper than memory, deeper than logic, and every breath I took felt like a betrayal if it did not bring me closer to her.
I would punish everyone who had touched her.
That was not a threat,
It was a promise.
For the first time in my life, I understood what it meant to be afraid of losing something I did not yet know how to name. Not fear of pain, not fear of death, but fear of absence so absolute it would hollow me out completely.
I did not know what had been done to her.
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And I did not allow myself to imagine it.
I only prayed, silently, violently, to anything that might still listen, that she was alive, that she was holding on, that she would endure just long enough for me to reach her.
Please, I thought, gripping the edge of the car door as we moved through the night. Please do not let me be too late.
The phone rang.
The sound snapped through the air like a gunshot, and I answered before the second ring could finish echoing.
“Speak,” I said.
Yukito’s voice came through the line, tight and controlled, the way it always sounded when he was forcing himself not to panic.
“There are three shipments leaving tonight,” he said. “Three separate routes, three different piers. We traced them through Watanabe’s network.”
I closed my eyes briefly, inhaling slowly.
Three chances.
Three possible futures.
“And?” I demanded.
“One shipment is leaving from the central route, not far from here,” Yukito continued. “The second is heading east. The third is moving south toward international waters.”
My mind moved faster than my body, already dividing forces, already calculating time, distance, blood.
“Ota and I will take the eastern pier,” I said immediately. “You take the central route. Gio will intercept the southern shipment.”
There was a pause on the line.
“Satoshi Watanabe is sending his men,” Yukito added quietly. “He is… sincere about helping.”
I did not care why.
I only cared that the net was tightening.
“Move,” I ordered. “No mistakes.”
The line went dead.
Night fell heavier as we reached our assigned location, the harbor lights reflecting off dark water like broken stars. I had faced armies, dismantled syndicates, erased bloodlines from history, yet nothing compared to the
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terror clawing at my chest as time slipped through my fingers.
Hours passed.
Minutes stretched into eternity.
Then my phone vibrated again.
Gio’s message came first. ‘No Naomi.’
Yukito’s followed shortly after. ‘Negative.’
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My heart slammed violently against my ribs, panic rising for the first time without restraint. Two locations cleared. Two failures. Two dead ends.
Which left only one.
The pier Ota and I were standing in front of.
I barely felt my legs move as we advanced, my body operating on instinct alone.
The warehouse doors were forced open, guards dispatched with ruthless efficiency, their bodies falling without ceremony as we moved deeper into the structure.
I try to look in every room, hoping to find her.
Then Ota stopped. “Tadashi-sama,” he said, his voice breaking.
I did not understand why until I ran toward where he stood and followed his gaze.
The room was dim, lit by a single hanging light that cast long, cruel shadows against the concrete walls.
And there-Curled in the corner.
My vision shattered.
Naomi…
She was crouched low, her arms wrapped around herself as though trying to keep her body together by force alone. Her face was swollen, bruised, her lips split, her skin marked with violence that made something inside my chest rupture completely.
She was conscious.
Barely.
Her eyes were open, unfocused, filled with terror so raw it stole the breath from my lungs.
I fell to my knees.
I did not remember doing it. My body simply gave up, collapsing under the weight of what I was seeing.
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“No,” I whispered, the word tearing itself from my throat. “No, no, no…”
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I crossed the distance in seconds, dropping beside her, my hands hovering helplessly as though afraid touching her might break her completely.
She flinched.
That movement alone shattered something fundamental inside me.
She was afraid.
Of me..?
I did not understand it at first.
I tried to reach for her with hands that had ended lives without trembling-yet the moment my fingers brushed the air near her, she screamed.
Not a cry.
Not a gasp.
A scream born of pure terror.
“No-no-NO-DON’T TOUCH ME-NO MORE-NO MORE-!”
She lashed out violently, nails scraping, fists striking blindly, her body curling inward even as she fought like a cornered animal. Her legs kicked, her shoulders twisted, her breath coming in broken, panicked sobs as though every shadow in the room were reaching for her.
The sound tore straight through my chest.
“Naomi,” I said urgently, my voice rough, barely my own. “Naomi, it is me. Stop-please-”
She did not hear me.
She could not.
Her eyes were wide, unfocused, seeing something else entirely, something that did not exist anymore but still lived inside her. She clawed at my coat, my arms, screaming hoarsely as though her throat were already destroyed.
“DON’T-PLEASE-I’LL DO ANYTHING-JUST DON’T-1”
My hands froze mid-air.
I felt something inside me collapse.
This was not fear of me.
This was a memory.
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