Thornhill Academy (By Sheridan Hartin) novel Chapter 139

Chapter 139

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I know something’s wrong before I even open my eyes. The bond feels muted and dull. Like someone has turned the volume down on us and left me listening to tatic instead. It’s quieter than it’s ever been, and I already know why. Cassian decided to pull away. I can feel it in his absence, and it makes the air in the attic feel heavier than usual. Kael is sprawled out on the couch, snoring softly, one arm over his face. Evander’s sitting at the table with a book in one hand and a cup of coffee in the other, pretending not to notice that I’m awake. And Rhazeil is propped on one elbow beside me, his hair mussed, the faint morning light catching the edges of his horns. The bracelet on his wrist shimmers in that soft shade of blue that means sorrow. I run my thumb across it and force a smile.

“I’m fine,” I lie.

Evander looks up from his book. “You’re thinking too loud.”

“Am I?”

Kael grumbles something from the couch, rolling over. “She’s always thinking too loud. It’s exhausting.”

I throw a pillow in his direction without sitting up. He groans when it hits him, but doesn’t bother retaliating. Rhazeil watches the exchange with a quiet amusement that doesn’t quite reach his eyes. His tail flicks lazily across the blankets, brushing against my leg, a wordless reminder that he can feel what I’m

feeling.

“You’re worrying again,” he says softly.

“I’m not.” The bracelet glows a shade darker.

“Liar.”

That earns him a small laugh from me, but it’s hollow. He’s just… distant. That’s all.”

Evander closes his book and slides it aside. “Hill?”

I nod. “He didn’t even want to look at me yesterday.”

Kael sits up finally, rubbing a hand through his hair. “Maybe he’s just having a bad week.”

“He’s had worse,” I say quietly. “And he still found a way to make me feel like the centre of it.”

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Rhazeil hums under his breath, the sound deep enough to stir the shadows along the walls. “You are both bound and unbound,” he murmurs. “Such a thing will always ache.”

I tilt my head toward him. “What does that even mean?

“It means you care,” Evander says simply, and that shuts me up faster than any explanation ever could.

Classes feel longer that day. Every corridor too bright, every voice too loud. Cassian doesn’t look at me once, not even by accident. His posture is perfect, his tone clinical, his eyes cold. If I didn’t know better, I’d think the bond was gone completely. But it isn’t. It’s still there-humming faintly, restrained, like he’s built walls around it and buried himself behind them. By the time the final bell rings, I’m ready to crawl out of my own skin. Kael catches up with me halfway up the stairs, a grin in place but concern in his eyes. “You’re awfully quiet today, trouble. That usually means something’s either about to explode or you’re planning

something that will.”

“Neither,” I mumble.

Evander appears beside him, as if he’d been waiting. “You didn’t eat lunch.”

I shrug. “Wasn’t hungry.”

Kael frowns. “You sure? Because I distinctly remember you threatening to murder me for stealing your fries

last week.”

“That was different.”

“How?”

“They were fries.”

He laughs, but Evander doesn’t. “You don’t have to do this alone, you know.”

“Do what?”

“Pretend you’re not hurting.”

That stops me. I meet his gaze for half a heartbeat before looking away. “I’ll be fine.”

When I push open the attic door that evening, the air feels different. It’s dimmer with the candles flickering low. Rhazeil is sitting at the window, half-shrouded in his own shadows, watching the sky fade from gold to deep indigo. He turns his head slightly when I step inside.

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“You held it together today, hummingbird”, he says sofy.

“Barely.” I drop my bag to the floor. “He didn’t even look at me.”

His expression softens. “He is fighting what he does not understand. It is not you he rejects, but the inevitability of what you are to him.”

“That’s poetic,” I mutter, “and also incredibly unhelpfull”

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