Bonnie barely slept that night. Pre-trip anxiety always hit her hard; her mind would race with itineraries and travel plans, keeping her nerves wired and fully alert.
Lying in the dark, her thoughts bounced from one thing to the next. She mentally reviewed their route: fly into Thule, spend the night, meet their private driver the next morning, and cruise down Hvitland Road—often hailed as the most beautiful highway in the region—all the way to Hvitland. Supposedly, if you kept your eyes peeled, you could spot wild foxes along the way. They'd watch the sunset in Hvitland, followed by a bonfire party to ring in the New Year.
This was the first time Bonnie was taking a trip with someone who wasn't family, a close friend... or Lawrence. The realization left her with an undeniable, knotty sense of nervousness.
It meant she was opening up a deeply private aspect of her life to a romantic partner. Going forward, she would have to share her innermost thoughts, her daily routines, and her shifting moods without reservation—and be prepared to handle whatever reactions he gave in return.
Realistically, she and Aiken had only known each other for a few short months. She hadn't even fully figured out his preferences yet, let alone discovered any fatal flaws beneath his charming exterior.
All of this was new territory, and Bonnie was taking it one tentative step at a time. Given her cautious nature, taking this leap felt monumental. The pre-trip jitters were only compounding her underlying worries about this new relationship.
To say she wasn't conflicted would be a lie. Whenever sudden bursts of courage faded, human nature tended to drag a person's deepest insecurities back into the light.
Running into Lawrence at the supermarket that afternoon had only amplified her doubts. It forcefully reminded her of a time when she had been brimming with hope and pride for a relationship everyone had rooted for—only for it to end in spectacular ruin.
Nothing in this world was guaranteed. Until the very last page was turned, there was no way to know the ending.
Bonnie lay on her back, staring at the dim ceiling. The little red light on the smoke detector blinked steadily in the dark. A faint sliver of light from a distant streetlamp sliced through the gap in the curtains, painting a sharp shadow across the room.
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