To ruin an Omega novel Chapter 312

Chapter 312: Tell me Lies

CIAN

I was not asleep. 𝐟𝕣𝗲𝕖𝕨𝗲𝐛𝗻𝗼𝐯𝗲𝚕.𝗰𝚘𝐦

I had been close, somewhere between the drag of the tonic smell lingering from the vial and the weight of Fia’s head against my chest, but I had not crossed over. I stayed still because she needed me still. Because whatever had broken open in her at the pool was still bleeding quietly and the last thing she needed was for me to push at the wound.

But then she started talking.

She thought I was under. I could feel it in the way her voice changed, that particular quality it could only take because she believed nobody was listening. Low and unguarded and very, very careful, like she was handling something that could shatter.

"I never got to protect my first family. I had been too young and too ignorant and by the time I understood what was happening it was already done."

My chest tightened.

"I had lived with the shape of that failure ever since, the particular grief of not knowing what you were losing until it was gone. I am not going to do it again. I am not going to stand at another grave and catalogue everything I could have done differently. Cian, you have to be fine."

I kept my breathing even. I kept my body loose. Every trained instinct in me screamed to open my eyes and make her tell me everything, but I held it. She pressed her lips to my forehead and I felt the warmth of that for a long moment before she slipped out from under my arm.

I waited. I listened to the soft sounds of her moving through the room, the drawer opening, the fabric of my clothes being pulled on. I counted her footsteps to the door. When it clicked shut behind her, I lay there for another thirty seconds before I sat up.

The room felt hollow without her in it.

I ollowed her into the corridor, keeping the bond sealed tight. She had been doing the same for a while, which told me everything and nothing all at once. Something had happened when she touched me at the pool. I had felt the spike of it before she threw her walls up so fast it nearly gave me a headache. Whatever she had seen or felt in that moment, she had looked like a person who had watched something horrid happen.

She had called it a flashbang. A memory of the accident.

But it was not that. I was almost certain it was not that.

I tracked her through the building without getting close. When she turned toward the infirmary, I slowed. I stopped at the door and stood there with my hand raised and then let it fall back to my side.

She would already be talking to Thorne. Whatever she was keeping, if she still intended to keep it, I would get nothing.

If I walked through that door, she would lock down entirely, and I would get nothing except another careful lie delivered with those dark eyes that never quite met mine when she was hiding something.

Thorne I could handle tomorrow. He would not enjoy or dare lying to my face.

I stood in the corridor a moment longer. The building was quiet around me, that specific late-night quiet where even the walls seemed to be resting. I could go back to bed. Wait for her. Pull it out of her slowly if I had to.

She would certainly make me work for it. But I was sure I could get something. Even if that was something she did not want to give.

But there was something else sitting in the back of my mind, something that had been sitting there for hours now and sharpening every time I tried not to look at it. What Ronan had done. My uncle. The pack traitors who were supposed to be my most loyal sword and yet pointed that blade right back at me anyway and the ones I probably didn’t know about, moving in the shadows now.

There was also... Madeline.

It had clicked while I was talking to Fia this afternoon. The particular shape of what had not happened when it should have. Madeline had always been there. Every difficult thing, she had been beside me or at my back. She had bled for me twice. Even now.

That was the story. That was the version I had believed so completely I had never thought to turn it over no matter what.

But the delicate situation. That was different. That one I had turned over and over thanks to Fia while trying to understand why someone with Madeline’s instincts had held back at the worst possible moment. She should have moved. She had the position, the clearance, the reason. Every variable was right.

Unless that would have exposed her.

I had thought the bullshit story about the falling out we had being the cause of it was enough. But one critical sit down and it started to fall apart completely.

I was walking before I finished the thought, and I did not stop until I was standing outside her door.

I knocked.

There was silence. At first.

Then I heard the quiet shift of someone who had been awake, the particular sound of a person not quite sleeping deciding whether to pretend they were. That followed with footsteps and then the door opened.

Madeline looked at me and for exactly one second, something moved across her face that she did not manage to suppress in time. It was not guilt. No. Not quite, but the thing that lived just under it. The brace.

Then it was gone and her expression smoothed out and she said, "Hey. You know it’s late... Right? If you want to—"

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