"It was your idea!" Luca yelled.
"I know!" Marco snapped back. He sat slumped, long legs stretched out. "Which tells me more about how much I have fallen than I have allowed myself to admit," Marco continued. "We get worse and worse, Luca. Crueler. It started with Paul Marino. The man was a good man. But you were fucking bored, And you had him killed."
Luca inhaled slowly. "Youāre right," he said. "But I wasnāt bored. I was in a dark place."
He stepped closer, towering over Marco. "Itās no excuse. I know that. Marco, we are not good men." A bitter smile flickered across his mouth. "You never lied to yourself. I never lied to myself either."
Luca turned away, hands braced on the edge of the table. "The moment you let guilt begin to control your conscience," he said quietly, "you are a dead man. You hesitate. You weaken."
"I am already dead," Marco said.
Luca straightened. "Not today, you are not," he said firmly. He crossed the room and grabbed Marco by the collar, hauling him upright. "Get up. Take care of yourself. Shower. Eat. Then get some rest."
"What are you doing?" Marco asked, searching Lucaās face.
"What does it look like I am doing?" Luca replied, eyes dark, unreadable.
Marco shook his head slowly. "Luca... you have to kill me. You know you have to," Marco pressed on, stepping closer instead of backing away. "This undermines your authority. Julian will use this against you the second he smells blood. Your father will question your ability to rule the familia."
"And yet... I cannot kill you," Luca answered.
He said it calmly
"Why?"
Luca bit his lip.
He dragged his hand down his face, thumb brushing his mouth, eyes narrowing. He knew how this would sound.
"Because she begged me not to."
"Who? Miss Scalese?" Marcoās mouth fell open.
"My hands are tied," Luca added flatly.
"What the fuck?!!!" Marco shouted. "What the... what?"
"I donāt know whatās with me," Luca said. "I just know that Iāll move heaven and earth to give her what she wants. And if that includes letting you go, so be it."
Marco stopped pacing. Slowly turned. "She also begged you to save her sister."
"Yes she did." Luca shrugged.
"Why didnāt you?"
"Ten minutes after Valentina got into Bastardiās car, she was delivered to the buyer. A sleazy senator." He paused. "His car was ambushed by Kaneās bodyguard. Reese."
Marco frowned. "Reese?"
"Valentina was retrieved and is currently in Kaneās custody."
"You eventually gave up your spot in Kaneās designer mall," Marco said.
Luca nodded once. "Like I said. Iāll do anything for her."
"Why?"
"She is the good to my bad," he said quietly. "The heaven to my hell. My obsession. Iād burn for her, and she doesnāt even know it."
"Youāre fucked," he muttered.
Luca chuckled. "I know."
"Luca..." Marco sighed.
It wasnāt defeat in his voice so much as surrender. He scrubbed a hand down his face, exhaustion carving deeper lines into his already sharp features. This wasnāt a problem he could outthink. This was Luca breaking the spine of the world for a woman.
"Come on," Luca said, clapping his hands once. "Your punishment is to make sure Valentina makes it out of town and lays low until all this blows over."
"Then come back home earlier," she said, taking his hand and getting to her feet.
"I have to work. Most of my work is done at night," Luca shot back.
"Thatās why I spend the night praying for you until you get back, Diavolino," Nonnina argued.
"There is no point praying for me," he muttered. "Iām sure God wonāt bother listening."
"Oh, He listens," Nonnina said briskly. "Even when He disapproves."
She peered at him, then tilted her head, eyes narrowing. "Zuccherino was with you tonight?" she asked.
"Yes," Luca answered immediately. "Why?"
Nonnina smacked him lightly on the face, her palm soft but the message sharp. "Why did you get the poor girl so drunk?"
Luca stared at her, scandalized. "I didnāt do anything. She drank all by herself."
"Excuses," Nonnina sniffed.
"I didnāt force alcohol down her throat," he protested. "She kept pouring...Is she alright?" he asked finally.
"Yes," Nonnina said. "She is in bed, last I checked."
Luca rubbed his jaw. "Thank you, Nonni. Iāll crash at her place. Just bring me something to eat." He paused, glancing back at her. "Speaking of eating, Iāll be eating out tomorrow."
"Oh," Nonnina raised a brow. "Why?"
"Itās kind of hard to take a woman on a date and not eat anything," Luca said dryly.
Then Nonninaās face hardened. "You know the rules?"
"Yes. I know the rules, Nonni. Marco is handling everything. There will be security while the food is being cooked. There will be tasters. Only vetted employees will be allowed to serve."

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