Wild Nights With My Brother’s Ex-Best Friend novel Chapter 69

NICOLE

I can’t believe this is happening.

I just can’t.

When I heard the door open, I smelled Roman-it’s not that I didn’t. He has a very distinctive smell that drives me insane, and it’s a scent l’d never in my life forget.

But thought it was all in my head

When he started touching me, I genuinely thought that it was Sebastian who was behind me. I assumed that my mind was putting Roman in his place. I thought it was all in my head.

I’m not using it as an excuse, though.

Because I only let things go as far as they did because l kept imagining Roman instead of Sebastian, and maybe that’s the answer to all the questions that have been plaguing me for a long time now.

Roman’s thrusting into me, his cock spearing me. I feel like I’m being spread apart by him, and it’s the best feeling in the world. My jaw fell open since he started and I can’t close it. Breathy moans slip from my lips. It’s so good that it feels like I’m floating.

“You really didn’t know it was me?” he asks between thrusts, the question punctuated by a grunt of pleasure. ” Not even deep down?”

I shudder at the question. Of course, I thought it was him,but I can’t tell him that. I want him inside of me. I want him to keep fucking me until lose this insane craving! have for him. It’s like I’m fighting and giving in at the same time.

The sound of our fucking fills the room-skin slapping against skin. The pleasured sounds slipping from both of us. Roman’s thrusts are hard and deep, filling every inch of me. I’m already so sensitive from the first orgasm, so in-close to the edge again. It’s ridiculous how fast I’m climaxing.

“Tell me I’m wrong,” he grits out before pulling me up so my back is flat against his front while his cock is still inside of me. He drags his tongue aleng my earlobe and starts pumping into me again. From this position, I feel even fuller. “Tell me you didn’t know.”

“I knew,” I moan. “I wanted it to be you.”

Whenever I close my eyes, I see stars. Roman bites my ear and grits out, “Good. And don’t you ever say his name while I’m inside you ever again.”

I nod and he fondles my breasts. My nipples are so sensitive, too. There’s not a single part of me that doesn’t feel like it’s on fire.

“You feel so fucking good,” he groans, dropping his head to my shoulder and biting it. The pain mixes with the pleasure and I cry out.

I’m so close. So, so close.

“Don’t stop,” I plead. “Please, Roman. Don’t stop.”With no warning at all, he pulls out of me. My eyes widen-and I cry out in protest, but then he guides me to turn around and I lie back on the bed while he’s on top of me. I reach for his chest, but I feel the material of his shirt instead.

I tear and pull at the material until the buttons pop off and scatter all around us. I touch his warm, slightly sweaty chest. I run my tongue along the length of his neck, savoring the saltiness of his skin mixed with his signature scent.

Meanwhile, he slides in and out of me, hips crashing into mine.

“Roman,” I moan as my hands move to his lower back, where my nails dig into his skin. I’m so close that I can taste my orgasm on the tip of my tongue.

Roman sucks in a hissed breath through his clenched teeth. His forehead drops to mine. He shoves his hips into mine in a steady pulse, going deeper and deeper with each thrust. His hand finds the back of my thigh, and he pushes it up, granting him better access. My body stretches to accommodate his length and girth in this position. Every time he slides into me, it sends shockwaves of electricity all through me, leaving me open -mouthed and panting.

I moan in pure ecstasy.

Then, the sound of the door handle rattling fills my ears, and something inside of me dies.

“Nicole?” Sebastian calls, knocking. “Nicole? Are you in there? Open the door, will you?”Roman’s eyes meet mine in the dark. I can’t see his face clearly, but I see the mischievous gleam in his eyes. He continues thrusting, picking up right where we left off.

I have to bite my tongue to stop myself from crying out.

“Keep moaning my name. Why’d you stop?” he asks viciously, though in a low voice. “Let him know who’s here with you. Let him know just how good I make you feel.”

He thrusts harder. The bed just starts to creak, and I can’t do a thing about it. I can’t ask him to stop. I can’t do it.

Sebastian knocks again, louder this time. “Nicole?”

Oh, God.

Roman’s pace increases. My head hits the headboard with each thrust. “Let him know how he could never in a million years get you this way. He can’t fuck you like I do. No one can.”

I’m moments away from falling apart, and this impulsive urge to just scream and moan as loudly as my body wants me to invades my thoughts. This dizziness overtakes me right before I climax. Pleasure sits at the very base of my spine, and my insides cool.

I sink my teeth into his flesh, muffling the sounds I make as wave after wave of pleasure hits me. Roman grunts, fucking me mercilessly right before he explodes, spilling his seed deep inside of me.

The noise in my head is so loud that I have no idea if Sebastian is still at the door or not.

I don’t even know if I cried out. The silence is so deafeningnow that it’s over.

Roman collapses on top of me, his weight nearly crushing me. wrap my arms around his neck, pulling him closer.

When no other sound comes from the other side of the door, I feel only relief, and again, that’s answer enough.

This feels so wrong…but so right.

Roman draws circles on my skin with his thumb. I inhale the scent of his hair. It smells like the rest of him. He then raises his head slightly and takes one of my nipples into his mouth, sucking gently.

Even this feels so damn good. Every slow pull of his – mouth sends shivers of pleasure racing through me. “I missed you,” he finally says. “I missed this, Nikki. I missed us.”

His words send a wave of longing through me.

Oh, how I wish things were as simple as that. But now that I’m coming down from my high, I realize l’ve made mistakes. I’m a terrible person.

Sebastian was right on the other side of the door, and I couldn’t stop.

So, I don’t give him an answer, mostly because I’m still fighting with the demons in my head tugging me in different directions.

I’m still wildly and insanely attracted to my brother’s ex-best friend.

The question is…should I?Oh, how I wish things were as simple as that. But now that I’m coming down from my high, I realize I’ve made mistakes. I’m a terrible person.

Sebastian was right on the other side of the door, and I couldn’t stop.

So, I don’t give him an answer, mostly because I’m still fighting with the demons in my head tugging me in different directions.

I’m still wildly and insanely attracted to my brother’s ex-best friend.

The question is…should I?

NICOLE

Right now, I can’t stay here with him-that’s the one thing I know for sure.

Roman leans against the doorframe, arms folded against his massive chest. “You look fucking beautiful to me. I don’t know if that counts for anything.”

My lips are swollen and my eye makeup is smeared. I won’t even bring up the state of my hair. When did that happen? “It doesn’t.”

“Nikki—”

“Please leave, Roman,” I plead, covering my face with both hands in frustration. “I have to deal with this. We’re in his room.”

He does the opposite of what I’m begging him and closes the small distance between us. His hands are on my shoulders and I peek at him through my fingers. “I’ll leave, but this isn’t the end of it. Don’t think for a second that it is.”

At last, he heads into the bedroom to leave, gathering the buttons and tidying himself up as best as he can. I watch him from the doorway. As he heads toward the door, he turns his head and says to me, “It’ll give me a lot of pleasure knowing he’ll sleep on a bed with my cum on it.

See you tomorrow, Nikki.”

I shake my head at him and he leaves. I can’t deny how empty the room feels without him here. It’s like he’s taken something in me with him—and I don’t know how to feel about that.

I tidy up the room, cleaning the bed and finding a few extra buttons Roman missed. Then, I have to take care of myself. If Sebastian comes back, he can’t find me in this state.

Just because I don’t want him anymore doesn’t mean what I did was okay.

I’m a cheater.

The thought is so horrifying that I could puke.

What now? What do I do now?

I’m on a ship with him in the middle of nowhere. How do I break things off just like that?

But there’s no way around it. We’ll have to break up. Tears slide down my cheeks —I hadn’t even realized that I was crying. I feel terrible. With Roman’s strong scent clinging to my skin, I feel even worse.

I need to shower.

I peel my clothes off my body and turn the water on. I need it to be scalding so I can actually feel clean. I wash my hair, then lather my body with shower gel and scrub until I feel raw. I shouldn’t have done that with Roman-l regret it so much. But not really. Gah. I’m a mess.

When it comes to Roman Hayes, that’s always the case.

Nothing is ever clear or steady. He’s like a hurricane. He messes my life up. He’s destructive.But I’m addicted to him. And that makes me the sicko, not him.

I can’t even find it in me to feel angry about his marriage to another woman. I’ve lost all sense of dignity the second he shoved his cock into me.

I’m so distracted that I only realize I’m not alone when the shower door opens. I whirl around quickly and see Sebastian standing behind me, totally naked. Deep down, I’d been afraid that he heard something through the door, but the way he’s looking at me suggests that he didn’t.

And it makes me feel even worse. If he’d heard something, I would’ve had a foundation to build on.

* “What’s wrong, sweetheart?” he asks sweetly, placing his hands on my shoulders. “I know we need to talk and I’m ready to do that. I’m willing to do anything to fix this.”

I shake my head at him and speak around the knot in my throat. “No, Sebastian. There’s no way that this can be fixed.”

He looks stunned. I don’t give him the chance to talk. “It’s over between us.”