~~~Let me tell you now all that's on my mind for a love like yours is oh so very hard to find. Looked inside myself now I'm very sure there can only be you for me, I need you more and more. You turned me inside out and you showed me what life was about only you, the only one that stole my heart away. I wanna do all I can just to show you, make you understand, only you the one that stole my heart away~~~
-Lionel Richie-
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I've been staring blankly at the TV screen for almost 30 minutes since I entered my apartment and came face to face with my ex-husband. I don't know how to manage my emotions. I haven't even fully recovered from the shock I felt when I met him at the coffee shop a few days ago and here we are... going to be neighbors--- no, we're already neighbors.
"The End." Two words I've read on the TV screen.
"The end," I repeated until I realized its meaning. "The end----what the heck! I didn't even understand the movie and it ended already?" I closed my eyes, leaning on my seat. "Haist! How would I understand it when I fell asleep when it was just starting and when I went out to check what's going on outside I was pulled by Hailey in her apartment? And oh, not to mention that seeing my ex-husband made me completely forget about the movie. So yeah, I think I have no choice but to watch it some other time." I stood up, walking towards the TV stand, and was about to take the CD off from the player but someone knocked outside.
"Maybe it's Hailey," I said letting out another sigh. How would I tell her that our new neighbor, the man she's fantasizing is none other than my ex-husband?
I shrugged those thoughts for a while and decided to head for the door. And since in my mind I was sure it was Hailey, I didn't look at the peephole and just opened the door only to be surprised when it's Luke I found standing outside.
"Huh!" A small gasp escaped my lips when he smiled.
"Hi, I've prepared some snacks, would you like to join me?"
And that was just then I realized that he's holding a brown tray with a cover.
"Uhm..." But I was too late to express my thought as he already entered my apartment, uninvited.
"Come on, this is kinda hot."
"Huh?" I thought he was just asking me to join him for snacks?
"Show me your kitchen,"
"Ahh... Uhm... this is just a small apartment, I'm sure you can find it even I don't guide your way." So he's inviting me to join him in my own kitchen I see.
"Oh, alright, do you mind if I'll go ahead and wander around your kitchen?"
"It's alright, go ahead." I smiled, shaking my head. -'Tss! You've already entered my apartment uninvited and then now you're asking me if I do mind if you wander around my kitchen?'-
I just watched him walk towards the kitchen until he disappeared from my sight.
I closed the door, slapping my forehead. I should have refused to let him in when he offered his snacks, but I don't know why I didn't.
"Sam?"
"Y-Yes?" I was suddenly pulled out of my thoughts when I heard him call my name.
"Can you please help me find your utensils?"
"Yeah, wait a second." Sighing, I walked towards the kitchen. And guess what I saw? He's comfortably moving inside my little counter as if it's his.
"Oh, you're there, come here," I hitched my breath, trying so hard not to raise an eyebrow at him. "I've prepared creamy mushroom alfredo, come on, have a taste."
"I thought you can't find the utensils so you need my help?"
"Yes, but I've already found them." He smiled, giving me a quick glance, and continued transferring a small amount of pasta into a plate. "Sit down, I'll get you a fork." He said placing the plate of pasta in front of me.
He then turned around...
"It's in the second drawer to your left." I was referring to the spoons and forks.
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