One More Chance novel Chapter 42

~~Say you'll keep me in your heart, promise me will never part. I can only love you so much more 'cause you are all I'm living for. And the only thing I'd do is to give my love to you. And forever you'll be in my heart the way I've always loved you from the start...~~~

-Rachelle Ann Go-

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Days... weeks... and a month have passed and the fear I felt for a certain thing to happen slowly creating its way to reality.

We never went back to what we were three months ago. The joy and happiness we had,  the intimate moments we shared seemed to be fading away and I don't know if they will simply turn into memory or just be part of the happy memories we have had.

He's changed.

He has changed in just one night. A night where until now he has never shared to me what happened. There were times when he wasn't changing the topic, he got mad easily to avoid the topic, so sometimes, we ended up in a fight every time I asked him about it.

He always gives me a lame excuse for not being with me every time I ask him for some intimate bonding, or when I invite him to watch a movie, to go to the mall with Cali or with our family.

I was hurt and I admit, it hurts me a lot every time he ignores me. He has stopped being a husband, he has also stopped being a friend and I don't know if one day he will also stop being a father.

I wasn't born yesterday not to notice his cold treatment and I wasn't born in just a second to not feel that he now have someone else... but the problem is that... I'm stupid. I love to swallow the pain by continued denying the truth in myself.

Everybody knows we're okay. In everyone's eyes, we're a perfect couple who are really in love with each other. A perfect family with a wealthy businessman father and a loving and caring mother for an adorable daughter. But what they didn't know... our little family that seemed to be perfect in their eyes now becomes a lie.

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"Can we talk?" I asked Luke one morning when I found him in the kitchen. He's eating breakfast and I know he's in a hurry to go to work... or maybe, he's in a hurry to avoid me.

"I don't have time, Samantha." He answered shortly that brought a sarcastic smile to my lips.

"That's what you've always told me every time I ask you the same question."

He stopped from bringing the glass of orange juice in his mouth and looked at me... well, not after putting the glass down with a thud.

"Are you ignoring me?"

Tsk.Tsk. I don't know why I'm still asking this question when I know it already has an obvious answer.

"What are you talking about?"

"Fine! Let me change the question, are you avoiding me, Luke?"

"You haven't actually changed the question! It's just the same!"

"Oh, then answer me." I urged him with a shrug.

"You know I'm always busy, Samantha. I'm a businessman and every minute in the office is important, that's why I'm always tired when I get home, but that doesn't mean I'm ignoring you!" He stood up, taking his jacket from the back of the chair.

"Really? So can you explain why you're sleeping in your room again and why you suddenly turned back to the old Luke I knew?" I followed him when he used the back door to the garage.

"Jesus Christ, Samantha! I only have 15 minutes to get to the office! Let's just talk some other time, can we?"

"No! We will talk right now and we will discuss what's going on with you!"

But instead of answering back, he kept walking until he reached his favorite car... ignoring me.

"Oh, yeah, you're busy!" I screamed before he could open the door to his car. "I just don't know if you're busy with your family's business or you're busy doing someone else's business."

That made him stop and turned to me with a frown.

"What the hell are you implying?"

"Tell me, Luke Marcuz, are really busy doing business in your office all day or are you just busy doing private business in a private room?" I went up to him. "Are you cheating on me, my dear husband?"

"Where the hell did you get that idea? I don't know what you're talking about, Samantha Soriano---"

"Williams! I can't believe you forgot that your last name was tied to my name! I'm telling you, Luke Marcuz Williams, don't do anything that will break your daughter's heart or else I would do something you would never want!"

"Then do it! And don't accuse me of doing something I don't do, unless you have proven it!"

He turned around and opened the door to the driver seat while I immediately wiped the tears that fell on my face and screamed in his back...

"Yeah, you're right! So far I have no proof here and I hope I couldn't find one, Luke."

"Tss!" He sneered, shaking his head before getting into the car.

That's how we ended our conversation... 'again'. I watched his car going to the huge black automatic gate until it disappeared from my sight.