One More Chance novel Chapter 56

~~~I don't think time is gonna heal this broken heart. No, I don't see how it can if it's broken all apart. A million miracles could never stop the pain or put all the pieces together again. No, I don't think time is gonna heal this broken heart. No, I don't see how it can if we are still apart. And when you hear this song, I hope that you will see that THAT TIME WON'T HEAL THE BROKEN-HEARTED ME~~~

-Anne Murray-

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"Jack, why did you do that? You shouldn't have told her about it!" I asked Jack the moment we went back downstairs and into the living room.

"I shouldn't have told her about what, the real meaning of mistress or that her father has a mistress?"

"Both! She's too young and this isn't the right time!"

"But when is that right time, Samantha? When you can no longer control the things happening around you or when your husband has decided to live with that woman and leave you?"

-'Haist! She doesn't understand my point! This is not the way I intend to tell Cali about her father and I's situation."

"When are you going to wake up and accept the truth that he will never love you? Because if he would, he should have done it four years ago."

"I know, but this is not about him, this is about Cali! You know how much she loves her father and I was just thinking how would she feel when when she found out the truth."

"Oh, really? Are you sure this is still about your daughter? Or is this about you? Because as far as I know, you're head over heels with your husband that you can endure all the pain and heartache he's giving you. Jeez, Samantha! Have you tried to look yourself in the mirror these days?

I didn't utter a word, I just remained looking at the wall.

"Sam, please, don't use your daughter's feeling to cover up your own feelings."

My head snapped at her.

"I'm not using her!"

"Sam---"

"And for God's sake, Jackeline! You don't get my point, so can you stop it right now? I am her mother and she is my daughter, so that means I am the one to decide what's best for her and not anyone else!"

My voice came out a bit loud. And honestly, I wasn't looking at her, so I didn't notice the shock and hurt that written in her eyes at that moment.

"Yeah, you're right. I'm sorry."

I turned to her and it was then that I realized what I had blurted out.

"J-Jack, that's not what I mean..." I tried to get close to her, but she stepped back. Hurt was clearly shown in her eyes as she shook her head at me.

"No, Sam, you have a point there. You're Cali's mother and I am just a 'friend'... a friend who isn't even a family member."

"Jack, I didn't mean to offend you---"

"It's okay. Well, I'm just concern, but you're right, you are the one to decide what's best for your own daughter. I'm sorry, I guess I kinda overstepped the line."

"Jackeline---"

"Anyway, I have to go, my mom is waiting for me. She said she wanted to treat me for dinner tonight." She took her bag from the couch. "Bye, Sam." and walked into the door without giving me a hug or a goodbye kiss that she used to do before saying goodbye.

"Jack!" I tried to call her again, but she didn't turn to look at me.

I sighed loudly and slumped on the couch. I didn't mean to offend her, I was just stressed out, tired and overwhelmed by the quick turns of events lately.

This isn't the first time this has happened between us, but I admit, this one is the more serious.

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It's already 9:00 in the evening and I was still wondering if I would still wait for Luke or would I just wait for tomorrow. But I tried to close my eyes and fall asleep but my insides were screaming and too eager to hear what he was going to say.

I sighed and checked to see if my daughter was sound asleep before getting up from the bed. I think I need a glass of fresh milk.

I left my room and went downstairs and headed towards the kitchen. I was filling my glass when I heard the front door open and based on sounds of the shoes that clicking on the floor every time its wearer taking a step, I'm a hundred percent sure that it was the person I was waiting for.

Taking the glass with me, I walked into the living room pretending not to see him, but he called me before I could take the first step of the stairs.

"Samantha!"

I stopped and glanced at him, again pretending I wasn't interested in what he was going to say.

"What do you want?" I put the glass on top of the grand piano near the stairs.

"Tss!" He sneered, taking long strides to get closer to me and grabbed my arm. "What did you do, Samantha? Are you really going to drain my patience?"

"What are you talking about? Let me go!" I tried to pull my hand but he's too strong.

"What are the things you are putting to Cali's mind?"

"I said let me go!"