One Sided Love novel Chapter 43

Kate 

' Kate ' well done kate ...it need some attention but you improve this piece of work more' my boss praise me

I replied ' im happy to do this work...if you want anything else im here '

He said ' no you go n have rest...n say hi to Aria'

I replied ' I will'

Luckily they offer day care facility ...one of the reason I like this job more...

I picked sleeping Aria from day care...she is becoming really tired with this schedule ...but we both are managing... I look the time ...I have 10 minutes to reach the bus stand... I always reach at nick of a time...n now im carrying Aria ..I don't know I will reach there on time or not.... I was walking n luckily I reach the stand before bus ...I sat for a moment n catch a breath... then I saw a black BMW stop at the stand ... I ignore that but when I saw who was getting out of the car ... I was stunned it was Alex...fuck....what he is doing here..

Alex said ' Kate...come with me im gonna drop me'

I replied ' no thanks ...but how do you know I was here '

He run his hand on his hair n said...' I asked shawn about your apartment address but he told me you're going to be here...so I found you here...please kate I want to talk about something...please let me drop you'

I give him a look' what else is there to talk...wait you're really here to talk about divorce n prenuptial agreement'

He shake his nod ' NO ...kate..no I never think about this but ..please come..im taking you to your apartment not home ok.... I just want to talk n then you will decide'

What decide n what talk...

I looked at the watch bus was late n its getting late...I said ' ok but if you say something which disturb me n Aria im going to kick you out'

He give me a sad smile' well I deserves that but I won't say anything like that'

I try to stand but I was holding Aria which makes difficult for me to stand ... Alex came n said ' Give her to me..I will hold her...'

When he bend to take her I hold her firmly n Alex eyes become sad by my action ' I know kate you have no reason to trust me with her but I swear on Emma im trying to change things for good that involved Aria too'

I lose my grip n hold Aria...n for the first time seeing them together bring back my emotions...he gently put her in her car seat n we drove towards my apartment.

Alex

Fuck it was more difficult to say anything...because honestly I feel so shame on myself ...that what I did.... I parked near Kate apartment ... we both get out of the car ... kate went to picked Aria but I told her to open the door ...I will hold her...she reluctantly say yes ... I hold Aria...I found her to be very tired cause never open her eyes in whole drive...I kissed her forehead ...n feel ...for the first time love for her...I truly hurt her more ...a little child should not ever treated like this by her father ... when we reached her apartment...or I say a tiny room .... my jaw tick...but its my fault..

Kate said' let me turned this sofa into bed then we are going to talk'

Fuck they don't even have bed....no ...they will have ...they will not stay here any more... kate was busy turning the bed... n then Aria lifted her head n have a confused expression ..she looks at my face n then again n said ' Daddy...mama daddy is here'

I smiled at her ' yeah babay ..im here... n...

I was about to say sorry but kate came took her from my hand

Kate said ' Daddy n I are going to talk you can sleep a little then we will prepare dinner ok..'

Aria nodded her sleepy head n fall asleep.

Kate n I sit in the small kitchen of here. .kate gives me the coffee n sit

I said ' Thanks....so you live here?

' n what's wrong here...'

' kate its so tiny...I mean our store room is bigger than this' 

She replied ' Well Aria n I have no problem here ...so what you want to talk about'

I take a breath n said ' im sorry...Im so sorry for everything.... today Helen come in my office n told me it was Max who pushed Emma ....actually Max wanted to push Aria ...but when she told me I left everything n try to find you...Kate I know I don't have words to describe how sorry im but please forgive me n come back'

Kate replied ' I told you listen to her once Alex...for one once ....but you were believing more into logic's than your own daughter... I can't you have hurt Aria very much'

I picked her hand ' im going to say sorry to her too...im going to accept her...n love her very much Kate...just give me a chance'

Kate shake her head ' no...no Alex ..I can't trust you..you say now you will accept her...but after sometimes something will happen n then you will treat Aria n me like Shit...no... I can't repeat all of this...'

I desperately picked her face n say ' kate im not lying...I have these feelings from very start of all of this but im arrogant enough to accept that ....Kate I start feeling for you too long time aga n now im going to say that I have fallen..

' no Alex...don't say that...I know you want me home ..but you're bringing this thing is not right...'

I replied ' ok ..ok I will not say this right now but one day I will ...but kate..

She said ' I can't come home until n unless im trust you enough that you truly want me n Aria ...'

I put my head in my head ...its more difficult than I imagine...

I said ' ok... I will do anything do gain your trust n your love.... but kate...I will come daily meet you n spend some time with Aria ...n I will try to be a best father to her'

Kate think a little ' you can talk to Aria tomorrow ...not right now...you can come here at this time...n ...if its ok can please bring Emma with you'