Out of Ashes Into His Heart novel Chapter 3

"Alright, Gracie, stop being difficult."

To my surprise, Gavin softened his tone, as though he didn't take my words seriously. He reached out to take my hand again, but I slapped it away.

I was still fuming, and perhaps because of the intense emotions, I felt a faint discomfort in my lower abdomen.

Taking a deep breath, I tried to steady myself.

"It's impossible between her and me now," Gavin said in a low voice. "Besides, we're already married."

As he spoke, he wrapped his arms around me from behind. "You're my Mrs. Gould."

"Let go of me." I instinctively struggled, but his grip only tightened.

"Alright, don't be angry, okay?"

The doting tone in his voice was something I had never experienced before.

In all the years I had loved Gavin, it had always been me trying to please him. This was the first time he was trying to comfort me.

In the past, such a gesture would have made me happy for days.

But now, it only left me hollow.

"Mandy is divorced," I said flatly.

"Don't be difficult," Gavin replied dismissively, clearly not believing me.

I took out my phone, opened Mandy's social media profile, and held it out for him. "See for yourself."

Gavin glanced at the screen briefly before pulling me back into his arms. His voice was calm and steady. "She has her life, and we have ours."

I turned to look at him, unsure whether his words were genuine or simply a way to placate me.

Could I really be overthinking things?

As my mind raced, Gavin suddenly called out through the intercom, summoning his secretary, Sophia Harper, to the office.

When the door opened and Sophia entered, I quickly pulled away from Gavin's embrace.

Gavin didn't seem to mind. He simply instructed her, "Cancel my afternoon schedule. Also, contact Dr. Hill at Starlight Hospital. Let him know I'm ready for the appointment we discussed earlier."

I blinked in surprise.

Greg Hill was one of the top physicians in Fuvine. He was nearly impossible to book an appointment with, let alone meet. I had tried before without success.

"What's wrong?" Gavin asked, noticing my surprise. He curved his lips slightly. "Weren't we going to visit your mom today?"

"You scheduled Dr. Hill for my mom?"

Gavin nodded.

My heart softened at his consideration. Knowing he had been mindful of my mother's condition made my chest ache in a bittersweet way.

We had been married for two years, and for two years, our marriage had been a secret.

Aside from the Gould family and a few of Gavin's close friends, almost no one knew of my existence.

Still, Gavin treated me well, giving me the respect and dignity befitting "Mrs. Gould" in public.

I had loved him for ten years. Marrying him was the fulfillment of my greatest dream. I should have been content.

Maybe I was just too sensitive.

Even if Mandy had been Gavin's first love, those feelings should have faded long ago. They were both married—Mandy's divorce shouldn't matter.

Would Gavin really leave me to be with her again?

And besides, my mom was looking forward to our wedding, and now I was carrying his child.

Perhaps my heightened emotions were just due to the pregnancy.

With that thought, I mustered my courage. "Gavin, there's something I need to tell you."

But before I could finish, Gavin's phone rang.

Following his gaze, I glanced at the screen. The caller ID read Mandy Green.

The words I had prepared got stuck in my throat.

I pushed him away and stepped back. "Answer the call."

"It's not important," Gavin said, ending the call. "What were you about to say?"

"I—"

Before I could continue, his phone rang again.

It was Mandy calling, once more.

Gavin frowned at the screen, clearly annoyed, but still answered. "Mandy, what now?"

I turned my head away, choosing not to look at him. Instead, I lowered my gaze to my abdomen.

This life I had longed for suddenly felt bleak.

I placed my hand gently on my belly, trying to suppress the waves of emotion crashing inside me.

"What?" Gavin's voice suddenly grew tense. "Alright, stay where you are. I'm coming right now!"

He ended the call abruptly, his expression grim as he looked at me.

"Mandy's been in a car accident. I need to go."

With that, he grabbed his car keys from the desk and headed for the door.

"Honey…"

I reach out instinctively to stop him, my voice filled with disbelief.

At the doorway, Gavin hesitated and turned back to glance at me, his expression conflicted. Finally, he spoke.