Pleasuring the Maid novel Chapter 10

Ray's Pov.

'There was no way I would have controlled myself Ava. ' I paused, wanting her to let the information sink.

'I had no sexual restraint whatsoever. beautiful, and I didn't want our first time to be like that. ' I continued.

'In fact, I wanted to kiss you so bad. It took every ounce of self constrain to push you back. ' She nodded in understanding.

She  was a indeed  good person with an equally beautiful heart. Looking at her right now, with her face displaying the sexual after glow made me feel good about myself. After all, moments earlier I had made her scream as a strong orgasm tore through her.

We'd really hurt Ava, I admit it was so immature of us and unfair to her. She never wronged us in any way, yet we never gave her peace of mind. Always taking any chance we got to make her feel unwanted and unloved.

I wasn't happy with my actions at all. Guilt began setting in that night she told me about her family, especially about her mum. I felt so bad about myself, wanting nothing but to apologize over and over again.

We'd wanted Ava since the first time she set foot in this house. I remember mum telling us one Saturday morning that we'd have a new maid. What we really didn't expect was for her to be a teenager who was extremely beautiful and down to earth.

Our previous nanny was in her forties, and well her face wasn't attractive at all. I still get chills every time I think about what she did to Bryson. She's the reason why Bryson couldn't accept his feelings for Ava.

Well, this is a story Bryson should tell himself but he wasn't ready yet.

I knew Bryson had feelings for Ava, we both had. We'd started sharing girls at 16 Bry was 14 then. And even though to most of the people it seemed odd, we really didn't have a problem with it.

That was no different when it came to Ava. We wanted her, we wanted her so bad it scared us. Yes we had a fair share of women, but not even once were feelings involved.

But with Ava, we couldn't help but just love her personality. All the insults we always threw on her face hurt us more than they hurt her.

Every tear she ever shed because of us brought pain to our hearts. You probably wondering why we did it in the first place. We had our reasons, and as much as it was mostly because of Bry, I couldn't pursue Ava alone.

Lately, Bryson couldn't control his feelings for Ava. He didn't know how to deal with them and so he had resulted to abusing Ava more and more.

Everything about her seemed to set him off lately. He was confused about the whole situation and he ended up directing all his frustrations to Ava.

I needed to talk to him, maybe knock some sense into him. But that would have to wait till I talked to Ava about all this.

I knew it was all confusing to her, but I was glad she was giving me a chance. I could see it in her eyes, she wanted both of us. I knew she'd never be contended with having me alone and I sure as hell knew Bryson was hurt earlier when he saw her cum in my arms.

It must have been pure torment for him, seeing me pleasuring her without him there.

"Ava, I wasn't being entirely truthful when I told you about our parents warning about getting close to you. There's more to that and even though I really would love to tell you everything, it's not my place to tell.

It really is about Bryson and it's the reason why we've been harassing you beautiful. I promise to talk to him about this, he will come to you when he is ready. Just please promise to listen to him, he really has gone through a lot.

It doesn't justify what we've put you through so far. But please give him a chance when the time comes.

As for that night, I couldn't just kiss you Ava. It wasn't only for my sexual desires. Guilt was also killing me, your story hit me hard. I couldn't face you knowing how much pain I had deliberately brought upon you. I was ashamed of my actions, so when you kissed me I panicked even though I was aroused beyond measure.