***Ava's Pov***
'Now where were we before you stuttered your words out trying to explain to your parents that you hadn't even had sex? ' I questioned them teasingly.
'That was embarrassing to say the least. ' Bryson expressed his thoughts.
'Damn! they made me sweat bullets. ' Ray exclaimed.
'But atleast you know they are okay with your relationship. ' I added.
I was a bit relieved after they explained that they hadn't really had penetrative sex yet.
'Ava, I know it has been years but it never goes well for me every time I try having sex. ' Bryson added.
He had his head hung, did he regret telling me about what that monster did to him?
Or was he ashamed of something else, something he hadn't told me.
'Hey, look at me. ' I stood up between his legs, holding his chin up to look at me.
'Don't be ashamed of yourself Bryson, you were confused, hurt and afraid. You were just a kid and there's nothing you could have done.
You are really strong, I appreciate you telling me all that and trusting me. I can't say I know how it feels to be sexually assaulted, but I totally understand your pain.
It doesn't make you any less of a man, it doesn't change my feelings for you and Ray.
It actually makes me want to treat you right and show you that I'm nothing like that witch. '
He finally let a lone tear fall. This was actually hard for him, his eyes showed it all.
He was hurting, he had relived those moments while he was telling me the whole story. I was proud of him for recapping what he went through.
I wiped that single tear with my right thumb, swearing to myself that I was going to make him happy.
Ray had been surprisingly quiet, he respected and trusted Bry to speak for himself.
'Wait, you said that you've never had penetrative sex with Ray, right? ' I asked Bryson.
'Yes'. He answered.
'You also said that it never goes well for you when you try having sex, do you mean to say that you've n...'.
'Yes I've never had sex with anyone. ' Bry cut me off, obviously knowing what my question would be.
'What!' It's the only word I could utter. I mean, I had seen him countless times with different girls. So what was he trying to say now.
'As unbelievable as it sounds it's true. He has never had sex before, only kissing and touching. '
'But how, I don't get it. ' I expressed my confusion.
'Ava, there's something you should know. ' Bryson looked at me.
'People think that we share girls, like you know during sex and stuff, you seem to think that too.
But it's actually not true, to some extend maybe, but Ray is the one that usually fucks them.
I only touch and kiss, and I never let a girl cum. You the only girl I've ever drove to the peak.
'Ava I...uhh.' He was trying to get the words out, but he was stuttering.
I couldn't help but wonder what was making him hesitant with his words.
Was it worse than what that monster did to him?
'I need to know if something else is the matter Bry, you know I'm not judging. ' I just wanted to make him comfortable.
'I uuuh I have erectile problems Ava. ' there, he finally said it. He couldn't even look at me.
But I didn't quite believe him, I mean we had humped the other day till we orgasmed.
He had been fucking hard that day, so how could it be that now he claimed to have erectile problems?
I was trying to wrap my head around what he had told me, there had to be more to it.
'Indeed there is, my sex drive is low when I'm around other women and girls.
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