But he wasn't.
I dried my eyes the back of my hand and stood up. Right now, I felt completely numb. I walked outside to my balcony and sat there underneath the colourful sky. It was truly a beautiful sight, though I couldn't bring myself to appreciate the scenery or anything anymore for that matter.
Alpha and Claire must've understood that I wanted to be left alone because they didn't follow me. I brought my knees to my chest and wrapped my arms around it. The gentle wind blew my hair softly as I closed my eyes.
If I thought my life was hard before, then I must be really weak. My wolf was crushed after she'd learnt what had really happened, but I think she knew from before. I knew that I had never been good enough for any of my family, but I didn't think I was so bad that life itself hated me and treated me like this.
But right now, all I had to concentrate on doing was looking after my babies and giving them the best possible lifestyle I possibly could . . .
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Few days had already passed since I found out that my mate had marked someone else. For the pack's sake I wished that it wasn't Nicole. She would've been a terrible Luna and most people knew that but they were too scared to ever say it to her face.
Since then, I had gotten better. Sure there was that horrible pain everytime he mated with her but it wasn't as bad now as our bond was nearly broken. It was relatively faint and didn't pain me as much as it used to.
That morning after I found out about him, I woke up in an empty bed and later found out that Alpha came to check on me and found me sleeping on the cool ground of my balcony, so he picked me up and settled me onto the bed, as it was bad for the babies and me.
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