'Shut up!', I screamed, hating that he was right.
"SHUT THE HELL UP. THAT IS MY SISTER YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT! MY SISTER. SHE COULD BE DYING SOMEWHERE RIGHT NOW!" I screamed, which caused her to flinch and cower under my glare.
"Beta Ryan. We don't have time to waste on her. We need to find Sophia, NOW. I want the entire territory searched and any possible leads as to where she is," he demanded in this Alpha voice.
Everybody got up and went out looking for her. Then we found out that her pack bond was broken.
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We've been searching for her for weeks now. We've asked other Alphas of the neighboring territories. We've checked hospital, bank, anything, but it was as if she had completely disappeared off the face of the planet.
Her faint scent that we found was washed away with the rain, which meant we couldn't track her down. Even the trackers were having a hard time finding her, and they were the best.
I changed when she left. I don't sleep around anymore. I can barely sleep as it is. I hardly eat, only when forced. Most of the time, I spent all my time in her room or looking at her photos after school and before school, and now I even sleep in her room.
When our parents found out, they blamed themselves for not being here for her. And finally, they've stopped sleeping around, being whore-bags and started being a proper couple, like they used to be when we were younger. They are like living corpses though.
Days after she left, I found out that she took one of my favourite hoodies, one of mom's favourite necklaces and one of dad's favourite colognes.
That made me start crying all over again. I don't think I could ever forgive myself. Despite what we'd done to her, she still wants to remember us.
If she did come back, I don't think that I'd deserve her forgiveness. I don't think anyone of us does. We all humiliated her at every chance we got and bullied her. We made her feel like trash and nobody could forgive us for doing that to her.
Chase has changed as well. Before he actually had standards, but now, he fucks everything with tits. He's out most of the nights, partying, sleeping around, drinking . . .
But I can see that he doesn't get any sleep at all. He hardly ever talks anymore. I don't know why Sophia leaving has had such an impact on him, but it has. I tried to talk to him about it but he would always brush it off and make up a stupid excuse and leave.
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