“I’m sure you could already tell that Linda and I were an accident, and… Well… I first started trying to date your sister because I was trying to find a substitute… Also, I won’t deny that I purposefully behaved affectionately with her in front of you just for the sake of spiting you… I just… wanted to see if you’d care enough to come back to me… But in the end, the only person in your eyes was Uncle Zivon… That alone was enough to cause my illness to worsen.”
“Thankfully, Xav was able to save me, and looking back… I think I was just chasing after her out of… Thankfulness…? Loyalty? Whichever it was, my feelings toward her can’t hold a flame to how I felt about you back in the day… After all, even when she got pregnant with his children, I didn’t really feel that bothered about it, but… Just the thought of you being close to Uncle Zivon back then bothered me to no end… It made me want to strangle him, even…”
“Alas, the fact that you were so keen on destroying Xavia back then only served to make things worse, and in the end, I came to truly hate you for a time… After all, why were you still so keen on hurting them when you were already married to me? It simply drove me crazy, and… I’m sorry for hurting you back then… Come to think of it, my impulsiveness must have fuelled your rage too, huh…?”
“It’s a little too late to think about this now, but… Do you think that things could’ve changed if I had loved you differently? Had I been gentler to you… I wonder if that would’ve made you realize how strongly I felt for you… If only things could’ve stayed the same back then… Back when you would occasionally come to my side just to talk about your problems late at night… But what’s done is done. I’m glad you changed for the better in the end, so rest in peace…”
“Don’t worry, I’ll be sure to visit you every time your death anniversary comes up… And also your birthday… and our wedding… You’ll… You’ll always be the only one in my heart…” concluded Keith as he fell to his knees, his tears masked by the drizzling sky…
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