Pregnant I left him To His First Love novel Chapter 81

Just as Leila planned, Tatum’s back barely touches the bed before he falls asleep, he had already been dozing off in the car on their way back home.

Leila lies, cradled in Tatum’s arm for a while but her eyes are wide open , her heart racing with many emotions, her mind clouded with a plethora of thoughts.

She feels comforted being next to Tatum and she would not trade this life for anything else but tonight she drugged him, even if it is for the greater good, she cannot shake off the guilt that is slowly and painfully clawing at her heart.

When she feels Tatum is deeply asleep, she carefully wriggles free from his arms and waves her fingers across his face and Tatum feels it but he doesn’t move.

He has never been asleep, although a tad bit drowsy from the effect of the drug.

Right now, he can hear the sound of Leila’s heart beating fervently like a drum whose drummer has the intention of beating it till it rips apart.

What is she up to?

He watches with a broken heart as she changes from her gown into a pair of Jean and hoodie, trying his best to keep his eyes as squinted as possible not to let her know he can see her.

Where is she going? Is she sneaking out to meet someone?

Is it Kelvin?

Will he never be enough for her? He gave up finding a cure for his own mate just so he can have an excuse to be with her.

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that he is genuine and really

d be shuts his eye but he cannot shut

wing out of his house at night to possibly meet

way to bar. He is supposed to be the ‘oha, the top nete cot seem to find a grip on his own wite.

tot nade pessing against his cheek, her lips, just as her At down his hair before she leaves the room.

mined, unadulterated and agonising tears through hìm are takes all his resolve not to grab her and ask her where she is

They are frents, real trends, even before any of this, if she cannot trust him as her husband, what about as a friend?

He’s supposed to feel angry but that feeling is distant, the only thing he can feel is the crippling agony slashing through the heart with reckless abandon

What is she doing? Why can’t she just trust him? He knows he failed her in the past but he wants to do better now.

Does he follow her to see what she is up to? No, he doesn’t want to scare her swer

He only wishes she would let him in, that she will see that he is on her site he has always been, he will always be.

Tatum stays awake, counting the hours till Leila returns and she opens

the doors slowly in the dark, careful not to let it make a sound but when she looks in the direction of the bed, a pair of red eyes are staring directly at her and she yelps, her hand flying to her cheel?

How is Tatum awake? How long has he been awake?

She is still wearing her jeans and hoodie? What does she

tell him?

Her heart slowly begins to pick up page when Tatum flic on the light by the bedpost and his eyes return to normal but they are full of enquiry.

“Did you go for a run, sweet pea?” Tatum asks, massaging his temple and yawning,

“Yes. A run, yes, I went for a run,” Leila replies incoherently and Tatum smiles at her.

It breaks his heart to see how easy it is for her to lie to him but he will accept lies all day and night as long as she doesn’t leave him.

He never wants to lose her, he can’t imagine life without her by his side.

Maybe one day, she will learn to trust him.

“Come,” he stretches his hands towards her and she walks up nervously to him, avoiding his gaze,

He pulls her down into a bear cuddle, kissing her nape and squeezing her tight and he feels greatly relieved that she smells of him and not another man,

Where did she go? She didn’t have his smell when she left earlier.

“Don’t go for a midnight run without me next time,” he whispers softly,” we should do everything as a couple, sweet pea, everything.”

‘Even the thing you are currently doing without my knowledge,’ he says to himself with a broken heart.

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