Rejecting cheating husband my alpha awakening novel Chapter 154

Chapter 142 

I laid there for a little while just inhaling Dez’s scent, I was angry with myself for falling under his spell and having sex, but i couldn’t lie to myself about feeling 100 times better. I felt so good, I wasn’t stressed, I was completely relaxed and I was generally happier. I tried to convince myself that it was just sex, but it had been with Dez, and you can’t have just sex with your mate, there is always a deep bond there. And I just made it worse on myself by letting this happen. I groaned a little and rolled over on my back, out of the corner of my eye I watched someone walk past the door down the hallway. 

I sighed and then pushed through the pain getting up. I followed Dez’s scent to his room and then found him in the bathroom. 

“Where’s Michael?” I asked him leaning in the doorway. He turned around looking at me quizzically. 

“Why?” 

“Does it matter?” I snapped back, he rose an eyebrow. 

“Don’t talk to me like that.” He said warningly, his voice low and cold. 

“Whatever” I responded and rolled my eyes, I turned around and left, slamming the front door for good measure. I went back to Michael’s house and took a shower. I found my phone and checked it, there was a text from Jenny. 

I wanted to go home. I missed my dad and Jenny. I knew that I missed Jay. I felt so guilty for sleeping with Dez and missing Jay at the same time. I shuddered, feeling disgusted with myself and decided to go to the pack house. I worked out and then went to the kitchen because I was hungry. After I was a little tired so I went to Michael’s and took a nap. 

I woke up to someone knocking on the door. I got up and went down the hallway, the chill of the house settling in my 

Chest. I was freezing. I opened the door and stopped breathing. 

“Jay” I said in surprise, he didn’t say anything but was staring at me. 

“Um, do you wanna come in?” I asked him wrapping my arms around myself. He nodded and walked in and I closed the door and put my back against it looking up at him. I could feel the sinking feeling in my chest just looking at him. I missed him so much. 

“I’m sorry.” He told me, I nodded. 

“I know” I replied softly. 

“Can I take you out later? Not on a date, just us together going out.” He asked finally, I stared at him chewing on my lip thinking. 

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Chapter 142 

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“Please Kendal, I know you’re not going to forgive me but im going crazy not being able to see you. Please just let me take you out, for my piece of mind.” He pleaded, I stared at him. His eyes were wide. I could see how sorry he was, and how desperate he was for me to say yes. I nodded. I sighed in relief his hand finding his hair and he pulled on it. 

“Thank you.” He said genuinely, I nodded. 

“I’ll be back at 6… is that okay?” he asked me, I nodded and removed myself from the door and watched him go. The sinking feeling returned in my chest, I swallowed the knot in my throat and went back to sleep. I woke up and got ready, I put on a cute dress that was white lace and tight at the top and flowed out at the bottom and stopped a little before mid thigh. It knew it was a little short but I didn’t really care at this point. I put on a leather jacket and sprayed perfume on. I curled my hair and grabbed a simple clutch. I was a little tired still. Jay got there a few minutes early. 

He stopped in the doorway. “You look beautiful” he said his eyes wide. 

“Thank you” I said softly, he spent another few seconds staring at me before we went to his truck and he helped me in. He asked me about my day, we talked casually for a little while. I could feel my urge to reach across the console and grab his hand, but I caught myself.