Returning from the Dead: His Secret Lover novel Chapter 455

“Are you okay, Sasha?”

Sasha was so angry that she nearly opened her eyes.

This b*stard! This f*cking b*stard! I’m surprised he had it in him to come back! Honestly, I thought he wouldn’t come back even if I really did fall to my death!

Wanting to punish him, Sasha decided to keep her eyes shut.

However, that plan of hers backfired as he thought she was dying when he saw her trembling uncontrollably, and his mind went blank.

Unable to contain her emotions any longer, Sasha opened her eyes and shouted at the top of her lungs, “You b*stard! Why are you always treating me like this? Did I wrong you in the past life or what?”

Damn it! He bullied me, so why am I the one who has to open my eyes and comfort him?

Sasha thought to herself and cried her heart out as she lay in the bush.

The sound of her crying seemed to have snapped Sebastian back to reality, bringing life back to his dull eyes and his heart that had been consumed by fear.

Sasha thought he wasn’t afraid of losing her, but what he truly felt was the exact opposite.

Sebastian had watched her “die” twice before his eyes, and he simply couldn’t bear to witness something like that ever again.

Still pale and trembling from the shock, Sebastian slowly knelt down beside her.

He then reached out and carried her in his arms as he said, “I’m sorry. It’s all my fault.”

“Yes, it’s all your fault! You b*stard! You’re always bullying me! Why are you running from me when I came all the way here to look for you, huh?”

Yes, why did I run away from her? Maybe it’s because of what Dad said when we had a fight the other day. He said I wouldn’t have hurt her if I could control myself, and that left a thorn in my heart that I could never remove. He’s right. I lost control over myself and shot at her… His words reminded me of how I killed Mom when I was young, and that the same could happen to Sasha now. Hearing that made me wonder if there is even a single thing in this world that I have control over. I realized the possibility that there might be no cure for my condition, and that I’m doomed to be a freak for the rest of my life. That’s why I’ve been running ever since. I ran away from the office, the kids, and even Sasha… I was afraid that I would lose control again and end up killing them all!