Chapter 231
I strolled around for approximately an hour before returning to the apartment. I had nearly finished half of my cotton candy.
I was finally happy, but then someone abruptly grabbed my wrist. As I was caught off guard, I staggered and nearly fell. Terrified, I rapidly regained my composure.
It happened so suddenly that I instantly tried to break free. But my mind reacted faster than my body, and the unique scent made me immediately recognize who the other party was.
Terrified and enraged, I couldn’t help but curse, “Why are you pulling me? If you’re sick in the head, go to a doctor! Don’t get up to your crazy antics here!”
Felix was carrying two guitars. He took a half–step back and stood still. His good–looking features were slightly stiff, and he wore a gloomy expression that showed his dissatisfaction.
Frowning, he said, “I didn’t expect you to be such an irresponsible person.”
I couldn’t help but be angry.
He was the one who was irresponsible! Did he not know this? Was I irresponsible? How could he say that?
wanted to quarrel with him and discuss what had transpired over the years to determine who was the irresponsible one.
Despite my anger, I remained calm. After all, I was the one who decided to give up the performance. I wanted to reason with Felix, but it wasn’t the right time.
I sneered as I resisted my shifting feelings. “Don’t always blame me. Are you so confused that you don’t know who’s the innocent one here? I was blind back then, and it wasn’t just me either. None of us realized what a big jerk you are!”
Felix froze. He then lowered his head, his wrath subsiding.
For a moment, I noticed redness in his eyes. After speaking, I also felt my words were too harsh and regretted it a little. 1
I was angry, but I had no intention of being aggressive or making verbal attacks. I was just a little upset, and my words came out a jumbled mess. My intention wasn’t to hurt him but to find a way out for myself.
The strong air around Felix faded, and he showed a touch of sadness that I found hard to
grasp.
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Even after five years, I hadn’t learned to be reckless and give people hell just because of my
bad mood.
After saying those words, I felt a sense of regret and began to reflect on myself discreetly. Perhaps I made a mistake from the moment I agreed to perform with him.
The responsibility for this lay with me since I had thought things too simply.
Previously, I believed in having a selfless heart and an open mind. However, when I applied it to people and communication, I realized that a clear conscience was useless if someone wanted to think badly of me. Many people in this world would readily distort facts.
This proved that Felix and I should stay apart until we died. That was the only way we could both have peace..
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