Chapter 251
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“How could it not be love? Lulu, stop deceiving yourself. No matter how I treated you, whether I was ignoring you or scolding you, you’d always smile and listen to me. I know you have a special spot for me deep in your heart.
“Even when I got a tiny cut on my finger, you would cry your eyes out. How could you say that deep feeling isn’t love?
“Lulu, you love me. You really do. Have you forgotten? I’ve read your diaries, all of them. They were all about me. You said I was your life, your everything, and that you had to marry me. Did all those words you wrote mean nothing now?
“Lulu, do they really mean nothing?”
I stepped back in shock, my heart sinking.
“So you know everything, Felix. You knew, yet you still humiliated me! You belittled me and treated me like a dog in front of so many people. You were so cold.
“It was you who killed all the feelings I had for you. It was also you who pushed me further away time and again. What right do you have to blame me now?
“Fine. You said that was love, so let’s call it that. But how did you treat me after knowing how much I loved you?
“When you were whispering sweet words in the corner to Lilac, wanting to be her knight in shining armor, did you ever think of my love for you?
“When I was struggling alone on the cliff, facing life and death, where was the thought of my love for you?
“When you left me in the rain, making me almost lose my life, did you think of my love for you?
“When Lilac provoked and humiliated me time and again, did you ever consider that I loved you, Felix White?
“It’s all in the past now. I’ve already let go of everything. I’m starting a new life now. But here you are, a man with a girlfriend coming here to question and blame me. Felix, on what grounds are you saying all these things to me? Who gave you the right to say all that? What makes you qualified to do so?”
Unconsciously, tears had flowed down, covering my face.
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All the pain and grievances that had been buried in my heart for many years came pouring out uncontrollably.
I had thought to just tamp down those buried feelings. At the very least, they were proof that in my youth, I had once lived so vividly.
But facing Felix’s shamelessness, I couldn’t help but spill everything out.
It turned out that I wasn’t without resentment, hatred, or regret. It was just that I looked past it all and didn’t care anymore. Everything didn’t matter anymore.
Today, I wanted to make everything clear in front of him. I wanted to get everything out.
We should go our separate ways from now on.
Actually, we had gone our separate ways long ago. It was just that he refused to admit it.
My heart ached, and the past replayed in my mind like a movie.
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