Chapter 379
Felix asked me gloomily, “Didn’t you say you’ll be with me because I saved your life?”
As expected, he did all of these because of my earlier statements!
However, was it worth it to pay such a high price to obtain me? After all, I couldn’t fall in love with him again.
Was he crazy because he loved me? Or was it because he remembered how I used to be by his side after Lilac’s betrayal?
Perhaps he wished to have whatever he wanted from me like he did before.
Felix expressed his regrets, and Lilac also told me about his feelings. It was just that things had changed. We couldn’t return to the Thanksgiving when we were 18.
The hurt I had suffered would never disappear. I wouldn’t treat it as if it had never happened because of his regrets. Since I didn’t love him, I wouldn’t start something just because of his
affection.
Colin was the one I wanted to love for the rest of my life. As for Felix, he saved my life. He was the one I would spend my whole life taking care of. It was purely duty and obligation. It had nothing to do with love.
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That day, I sternly rejected the idea of living with him. Overnight, he became very gloomy.
His eyes, which were always following my voice, were filled with anger, emanating the darkness of a hunter preparing to hunt. It contained a hunter’s determination to win its prey. A ferocity and viciousness which would rather destroy than capture.
When he “looked” at me, I felt he wasn’t blind and could see me. A blind man’s vision
wouldn’t be content–rich.
This feeling grew stronger in my heart on a warm afternoon.
I was up late painting the night before. I had a lot of lectures on the second day, so I needed to wake up early. The lack of rest made me sleepy.
After the lectures, Colin drove me back to the rental house for lunch. Sensing my tiredness, he asked me to nap on the couch,
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