Chapter 383
That was right. We were lucky there was a blackout.
Fortunately, Colin was back in time. Everything remained the same.
That blackout was a nightmare for me but salvation for him.
All of the remorse and debt I felt toward Felix vanished because of the crazy things he did to me last night. Instead, I held deep disgust and resentment toward him.
He almost destroyed me. How could I not hate him? How could he be so shameless and nasty?
Since that day, I had never been to his rental house. Colin also returned to his college dormitory. He hired an aide for Felix and only visited him occasionally.
I wondered how he dealt with Felix. However, I didn’t ask and didn’t want to know about it.
Whenever I thought about Felix, that night’s scene would reappear in my mind, making met feel like I was in hell again.
The young man who made an impression on my 18–year life had become my nightmare on many nights.
That handsome and brilliant man had vanished. The past Felix never returned.
I was frightened by that incident. I was even more afraid of the dark and couldn’t sleep well. As soon as I closed my eyes, I could only think of Felix’s devilish breathing and words, including the cold feeling when he touched me. After waking up in fright, I kept my eyes open till morning.
Colin soon realized something was wrong with me. He asked a doctor to prescribe anti–shock / medicine for me, but it had no effect
Thus, he took me to see a psychologist. The psychologist said it was due to excessive fright. To lessen my symptoms, I’d better have someone I trust to accompany me to boost my
confidence.
I gradually stopped thinking about Felix and that dreadful night. My emotions became less tight. I smiled more and was happier.
He yearned for me, but he knew I was frightened by Felix. So, he’d rather endure his desire. He’d take a cold shower instead of touching me if he couldn’t bear it.
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