Seduced by My Childhood Sweetheart’s Brother novel Chapter 89

Chapter 89 

I was sure Colin was ignoring me for a reason. 

In the past, he’d treated me so well I shouldn’t make things difficult for him. 

Thus, I didn’t call him again. Instead, I tried getting used to taking care of myself, I was scared that someone would say I was shameless once more. 

I was using my way to maintain my pitiful dignity. 

Actually, I thought about it before. No matter how great Colin treated me, he was still Felix’s brother. He wouldn’t have a fallout or draw a clear line with me for me and Felix. 

In the past, when I was friends with Felix, I’d lost to love. 

At this time, when I was friends with Colin, I lost to family. 

Thinking about it, I was quite pitiful 

It was fine during the day. Many people came and went by. My attention could be diverted. 

the other hand, it was tough during the night. I had a lot of free time after dinner. I didn’t want my emotions to affect my roommates, so I sat somewhere in the corner of the campus. Usually, I would sit there for a few hours. 

It was cold at the end of October. The cold wind made me numb. 

On the fourth day after class, I saw Colin on campus. He was walking with Jasmine. I didn’t know what Jasmine said, but he showed a gentle smile. 

I wanted to ask him where he had been for the past few days and why he didn’t answer my calls and 

texts. 

However, upon seeing Colin and Jasmine chatting happily, I was sure they didn’t want to be interrupted. 

I turned around to leave. 

At that time, I walked very slowly. My footsteps were heavy. 

I was waiting for Colin to realize my existence. I wanted him to come after me and have meals like last 

time. 

On the fifth day, I came across Colin in the corridor. He still looked handsome. He wore a white shirt. 

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When he saw me, he was slightly taken aback. Then, he frowned. 

When I was about to speak, Jasmine approached Colin from behind. Colin glanced at me coldly before 

leaving with Jasmine. The words I wanted to say were stuck in my throat. It was so painful that I wanted 

to cry. 

Nevertheless, I felt happy. At least, I had confirmed nothing happened to Colin. Since he was still on 

campus, I could rest assured. 

That day, I didn’t have dinner. I stayed outside and only returned to the dormitory when the curfew 

almost hit. 

I didn’t know what was wrong with me. When I saw Colin and Jasmine together, I wanted to cry. 

But I knew things would end up this way. After all, I was their mailman. 

When I was alone, I would wonder if I was wrong. If I didn’t pass the letter to Colin, would all of this not 

have happened? Could I enjoy Colin’s care and pretend he would always be by my side? He didn’t need to 

be in a relationship. In the future, he wouldn’t be like Felix and find a wife, making things difficult for me. 

I didn’t know why I would have such thoughts. Maybe I had gone crazy. 

The nightmarish days passed slowly. My head hurt so badly that I couldn’t eat. I always had dreams