Seriously, How Did He Win My Heart novel Chapter 1041

Anya was at a loss what to do so she pushed Phil out of her apartment.

Staring blankly at the food, she sat by the table in a trance.

Anya hated this situation. She resented any care and love from him because she owed much to him when she accepted his help. As much as she hated to admit it, he really melted her heart by his thoughtfulness and care. This made her deeply troubled every time she thought of Lorie's car accident.

She was just a normal woman. She couldn't deal with these complicated emotions. Love and hate mixed inside her, making her sorrowfully suffering.

And when she was out her daze, the man has left long ago. Anya closed the door and got back to the seat next to the table. With so many delicious dishes, she wasn't in the mood to eat although she was starved.

Thinking of the man who cooked the meal, she lost her appetite.

Anya was about to drop the tableware when Maisie sent her messages in their group chat.

Maisie and other people in the group would ask her if she had meals on time and got some nice sleep almost every day. Anya was greatly moved by their care. They truly treated her as a little sister.

Anya told them what happened tonight. They could tell that she had no desire to eat at this moment.

Nina asked, "Please don't tell me that you haven't eaten anything."

Anya answered her with a yes.

Emelia hastily suggested, "At least try to eat something. Remember that you are not alone now."

Nina took up the theme. "We would agree with you on not eating the food cooked by that old man. But you are pregnant now. You couldn't starve the baby."

Nina amused Anya by calling Phil ‘that old man'. Anya managed to take up the fork and made her stomach full while chatting with them.

Anya had to acknowledge that Phil was good at cooking, way much better than the servant she hired before. This was probably the most enjoyable meal she had ever had since she moved to the Ustistan.

Anya later apologized at the group. "I was just totally messed up tonight. Sorry that I acted capriciously and made your guys worry about me."

She knew her friends' expectation which was to take good care of herself and live a peaceful life. She nearly failed to live up to their expectation out of some sudden wrong impulse. People should love themselves first at any time.

She wouldn't starve herself for emotional reasons again.

Partly at the request of Phil conveyed by Ezra, Maisie and others comforted Anya and asked if she had food regularly. This was also the way how they learnt the quarrel between Anya and Phil tonight.

Anya made up her mind. "I will talk to him tomorrow."

She made the decision after serious pondering. It did no good to them maintaining their weird relationship now.

They should reach a pact in which stipulated on them living in harmony. But she was also aware that her being unable to stay calm in front of Phil was the major problem.

She kept thinking of Lorie's illness when confronting him and thus was prone to lose temper.