Sharing Beatrice novel by Alexis Dee novel Chapter 509

Sharing Beatrice A Luna To Her Stepbrothers by Alexis Dee Book 2

Chapter 499 Am I Really Pregnant?

“I am so sorry, Akin!” I whispered, afraid of walking up to him. I have pushed him away so many times that I feared he would do the same now. Why would he want someone like me to come closer to him?

I didn’t even let him speak but how would have I known? My nightmare or whatever it was seemed so real to me. “Akin—,” I uttered and without questioning me, he rushed closer and pulled me tightly into his arms. I felt my whole world crumbling and coming together again as he tightened his arms around my body.

“I am so—,” as I tried apologizing again, he silenced me.

“Stop! Don’t apologize. I am sorry for not noticing sooner that you were having troubles,” he once again took the blame even to the public humiliation I caused him by yelling and shouting at him in front of everyone. “Come. Let’s get inside first. It is getting colder out here,” Akin murmured while keeping me close. He walked me upstairs and I had my face hiding in his chest the entire time. I felt so guilty of my outburst.

Once we were in the room, he settled me in the bed and pulled a blanket over me.

“You should sleep now. I will stay awake to make sure you are fine, okay?” his voice was low and the way he was hiding his eyes from me, I could feel the tension in his body language. No way he was not thinking too much about it.

He was clearly upset but kept his emotions masked up so that he doesn’t hurt me.

“Akin! I didn’t mean to—it doesn’t mean I don’t trust you,” I forced the words out of my l*ips when he tried getting up. I held his hand and pulled him back but the way he looked so defeated, I felt like somebody had killed me right then and there.

“It’s alright. You don’t have to say anything,” he uttered without turning his head my way.

“But I want to. All that didn’t mean I don’t want to be with you. It was just the fear of losing you that made me act up and unable to differentiate between reality and a nightmare.

“I love you so much that I thought I have lost you. I don’t ever want to lose you,” I began to cry, surprising him. I don’t know what I have been doing lately that was so wrong that he seemed so surprised hearing the affectionate words from my l*ips for him.

“Are you—,” he shook his head to be certain he was hearing me correctly.

“I am serious. I don’t ever want to lose you. I am thinking about it and wondering, what are we waiting for now?” as I asked him that, he finally turned to me and looked baffled.

“Waiting for what?” he inquired.

“Of getting married. We should be planning and just getting ready—,” I held his hands in desperation and crawled closer to him.