She Accepted Divorce He Panicked (Scarlett and Sebastian) novel Chapter 186

Scarlett’s POV

“I’m sorry...” Sebastian grabs the frame of our door, so hard his fingers turn white. “I-- I...”

He stutters for long, but no words come out.

What COULD he say? Hours. Only a few HOURS after he told her no, he is on his way to see her, in the middle of the night.

Because Ava cut her own wrist.

“I...I won’t do anything inappropriate with her. I just...” With utter struggle in his eyes, Sebastian explains, to me, or to himself, “I mean, you can come along if you--”

I cock my eyebrows and he instantly adds: “I’m sorry! I don’t mean that, I’m not asking you to come and help her! I swear!”

I sigh. Only a few hours ago, I thought we could start over. I thought if Sebastian would take my side against Ava, then maybe we do have a chance at holding together a family. I was wrong. So long as Ava exists in his heart, she could drill a hole in our family no matter how generous I be.

“I want to believe you, but what would you do if she really is dying of blood loss?” I look at him, hearing only dead disappointment in my voice. It’s the sound of all the hope of building a family with this man dying.

No answer. He just grips the door frame even harder.

“I will NOT help her this time, no matter what,” I tell him frankly with coldness that I didn’t even know I could manage, “I won’t let her harm my baby in any way.”

Yes, it’s MY baby. Not ours. Even if he still wants to be part of the baby’s life, I have to accpet the fact that the baby has only me to count on when it comes to it.

8 months pregnant is a crucial time. I can’t risk anything, not to mention a huge amount of blood donation.

“Of course!” Sebastian nods in haste, “It’s my baby, too. I will find some other way to help even if you are not pregnant!”