chapter 35*** Two mates?!
Pink pov**
After what happened, I couldn’t stay anymore. I don’t know why I just left even so after Valdo apologized to me. I know that his tears weren’t something easy for him. He wasn’t the man who could show his weakness.
But I felt shocked from everything.
I can’t deny that I imagined him as Derek. Yes, as if he was Derek topping me and torturing me. I wouldn’t mind the sexual pain if he was doing that as kind of making new stuff with me.
In the beginning, I thought so, until he started to growl and bark like an animal telling me it was a punishment. And even so after that, I convinced myself that It was just DOM and Sub stuff.
Yes, I made my search for new kinds of sexual games. So finally I collected my information about BDSM stuff and toys. But then. I felt him as merciless as Derek. No, actually he was more heartless than Derek.
He didn’t stop with all the pain in my body and tears that blinded me. with all the begging of me to stop!
That was a disgrace for me, he shattered my heart into a small piece. I felt broken. What he did to me wasn’t something to be forgiven. What was the meaning of being a Luna and queen and at the same time I was being treated like a slave? It looked as if I was imprisoned everywhere.
And the shock was when I stormed off the room downstairs. That’s when I bumped into the great king ‘Valdo father’
I bowed my head and walked out of the gate but he stopped me “where are you going Pink? Why your face is too red as if…” the great king paused checking my face that I did my best to hide.
But I guess it was obvious to the blind to notice the print fingers on my cheeks and bruises on my neck.
I faked a small smile that was soon turned into a broken and frustrated one. He patted my shoulder gently but even so, I winced because it hurtled me.
The great king widened his eyes “what happened? Did Valdo….” And I cut off his worried questions. Because I had no intentions back then to answer anyone.
Even though that one was the great king. To all of them, I was rubbish. So why should I care about them?!
“I have to go. I’m leaving and I’m not going to wait for any permission. Please forgive me. but I don’t belong here and I don’t belong to the alpha king. At least… no anymore.” I said confidently avoiding eye contact with the great king. I know I was so rude and if I were in his shoes, I might be dead by now.
But…. I didn’t care to live anymore. I just wanted to get out of this circle of liars, heartless werewolves that’s all.
I cursed under my breath and ran very fast as I have ever done… I wanted freedom and I will never regret leaving all of them.
But… how did Derek mind-linked with me? could he be my mate? But how! And what about Valdo? And how didn't I feel that before?
Does that mean, I do have two mates?! It’s nonsense.
I took off my clothes and shifted, grabbing my clothes by my teeth and running away. I didn’t know where I was going but what I did was going on the opposite side from the place that Derek suggested to me. I didn’t want him or Valdo to find me.
But I guess I was found by another one… others!
“catch her now!” and I heard a werewolf commanding others and just a minute, I was fighting against monster’s bodies covered with blood. They didn’t get scared of my huge wolf. I guess they were sure that I was too weak to beat them up. Maybe they knew that I have never been trained to fight.
And even me, I surrendered very soon and shifted from the too many punches in my face and my stomach. Suddenly everything went into darkness and I lost my consciousness.
‘please help’ that was the last mind link of me. But I didn’t know who would hear my words Valdo or Derek? Or maybe none of them!
Whoever was really my mate, he should hear my words and help me. but I think my life was more than I was thinking of. I wasn’t just a normal werewolf abandoned in the forest alone and adopted. I was more than even king Valdo could ever think.
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