She belongs to the Alpha King novel Chapter 46

Chapter 46*** outside world!

King Valdo pov***

I know that I was too harsh and I just spoke to her coldly, I felt so sorry for her. I know that was too tough and unbearable. She looked so broken and I admit that I wanted to hug her when she said she remembered everything and she was sure that it wasn’t a nightmare.

When she said she won’t leave me and she will accept whatever I want, even to be a slave to me or my maid and even so if I really decided to take a second Luna.

She looked so innocent and clingy as if I was all her world and as if she was attached to me and leaving me will be her death.

Me too to be honest, I couldn’t imagine living my life without her.

I was so confused.

I didn’t know if I was doing that because her father was the rogue king and she was one of them.

Or because she was able to mind link with Derek and she used to suck his dick.

Or because she was too innocent and needed protection and that I wasn’t able to protect her!

Seriously I didn’t know to whom I was throwing the blame and my tantrum, to her or to me.

But all I was sure of, that me and her need a break. But not from each other. But It’s more like a new start. To get to know each other and to let her know the outside world and my business, to meet other human people and discover her interests and learn something new.

Maybe she will figure out what’s her real supernatural powers and that will give me space to be close to her. Because recently after too much things that happened made me feel too far from her.

I feel so cold as I wanted to take her in my arms as much as I feel that I don’t even want to touch her. Feeling disgusted?! I don’t know.

Maybe I hate the feeling of being always lost because of her, maybe I hate that weakness in front of her.

And her past words about killing her in the future started to pop out in my mind as if I really want to kill her to end my mental and emotional suffering.

Could it be the thing that every mate feels? Could it be normal? Maybe I just feel so because I have never knelt in front of anyone. Maybe despite knowing that I’m the most powerful creature not even just among werewolves bothers me.

Or maybe because I feel that everyone wanted a piece of her! Derek wants her as his mate. And her real father who appeared from nowhere wants to kill her. And something was hiding in between my beta recently! I couldn’t tell why he cared about her that much and why he looked so concerned about her. I just wanted to be alone with her and away enough to find out what we will do later.

All I was sure of, that our relationship was blur and I didn’t lie when I said I was thinking of having a second Luna. Yes, it wasn’t certain yet. I didn’t process it in my brain yet. But if I didn’t clear my mind within a month then I will just choose a new Luna.

I left the castle back to my office and I locked myself for hours in private meetings with some ministers to finish all issues that were held in the last couple of days. I was especially intending to go away that night or at the dawn as maximum of time.