Chapter 79*** mistress!
Pink pov***
I stared at Valdo who was just giving me deadly gazes and up and down looks in rage as if he was going to beat the hell out of me. all the monsters and demons filled his eyes at that moment. I was nervous but not scared. I know that he wouldn’t kill me because of a tiny mistake like that.
Besides, it was just a game for me. I wanted to make him jealous. I missed how jealous he felt from seeing someone talking to me.
And that go was actually so polite. I smelled fishy thoughts in his brain but in fact he didn’t say any bad words to me. even so I was sure that he was roaming his eyes all over my body.
But nothing to watch! I was wearing something decent that covered my whole body. And I wasn’t going to wear anything sexy or hot again. Simply it wasn’t me and I wasn’t going to be happy by thought of watching guys yearning for my body.
That’s so awful and I do have a mate. I want only to fill his eyes and his heart and not any other man.
I didn’t’ want to protest or start any stupid conversation because the atmosphere was awkward enough. And only god knows what Valdo could do to me if he got so angry.
I was sure that till now and with all his yelling and bed punishments that he didn’t let me see his second face of anger.
He tried to keep himself with humanity, not like our bad creature’s attitude.
But seriously I was curious, in a second he dragged me in the middle of the company to his office and now he dragged me out of his office again and we were both standing next to the secretary room.
I thought that he had finished all his meetings and that we would leave. It was already late and I was so bored and that was the main reason that I got out of that office after too long hours and after my stomach growled hinting how much I was hungry and starving.
Even the assistants didn’t show up at that office and didn’t ask me if I needed anything. Even though the dog knows that I’m Valdo's wife! Tiw as weird, I felt neglected for a while. As if the past was sending me back to be an aid one more time.
I hated that feeling.
I widened my eyes at Valdo and finally found my gut to ask him, I dirndl like the way he was looking at me as if he caught me in another man's bed for god sake!
I crossed my arms over my chest and raised an eyebrow “so what am I supposed to do now?”
Yes, what the hell is as supposed to do! Standing there forever! Is that the blinking challenge game or what?! Or should we keep silent forver1
Even the employees were watching us carefully but not starting. I guess they were deadly scared from the___14 ways and also were huffing and puffing fuming in anger. And to be honest I wasn’t sure if they used to see him like this or if he was the only one who could make that beat calm down or get angry.
But I was sure from one thing, that I know how to play with his temper and emotions. I could make him blow in anger and in just a second I could pull him to the bed and between my arms.
Yes! I have definitely changed, I knew how to tame his monster inside him! my monster and my lover as well.
Valdo raised an eyebrow and pushed my hands down next to me “just stay outside with my assistant, I have a lot of meetings.”
I hate that attitude! He didn’t even like that I was mad at him and that I crossed my arms over my chest in front of him! why the hell he keeps treating me with less than normal?
He was treating the employees better than he treated me for god sake! Sometimes I feel like an insect next to him!
And where the hell did my wolf go? And where’s my self-esteem or myself ego! Why do I keep acting weak and obey every single thing he says?
The best night for me was when I started drinking, so I was so tired and felt so dizzy and I couldn’t stand on my own feet. But I felt great pleasure in saying no to him and yelling at him.
Yes! I dared to say no to him.
It was first and last I guess!
And Valdo actually was that kind of Alpha who does not accept the word ‘no’ or in another meaning that word is not in his dictionary.
I wonder if he killed any wolf or any man even before. I know that I have heard about that before and it would be first if it wasn’t because of war and defense.
Yes, we do never attack! Only rogues attack! But I feel that Valdo is different, he is not like other Alphas. He could kill if he wants too.
And I might kill for him! but when and why and how. I will never know now. I have never had the ability to read the future or minds, or maybe I could but I still didn’t get any training to find out my powers yet that’s why everything is complicated like illusions to me.
I snapped to myself to come back from my black zone when I figured out that Valdo was gazing with his red eyes to me, I said simply avoiding eye contact with him “okay,”
And he barged into his office ignoring me and letting me sit on a small chair next to his assistant outside his office door as if I was an unexpected and unwelcome guest!
What the hell he thinks is doing? Locking me with the assistants?! Do I look like a kid for him and he wants someone to babysit me? Seriously, I am fed up with how he treats me as a young child who needs to be carried. I didn’t like it because he wasn’t doing that as pampering me but because he doesn’t trust me at all.
He thinks that I will be tricked easily and fell in love with another man! Why? Do I look like whore to him?
Oh definitely___ not! Because he still sees me depending and relying on him for every fucking more and he see me that with every step I go through, I send him and me into hell of obstacles.
I didn’t intend to be born to fucking bad family!
What the hell I’m thinking in my mind! Why did my tone start to sound like sluts?! Where’s my respect and polite voice? Where’s the past Pink?
I guess everything would change by the time even my attitude. Sure! I have changed a lot. To the degree that I might kill!
Does that mean I’m a rogue? To think of killing?! No no sure not! It’s just words. I would never do it in real life.
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