Sir madame has run away again (Lily and Carson) novel Chapter 341

Chapter 341
Why Won’t I Get a Divorce? Previously, it was because of Keira, as I couldn’t bear for her to get hurt at such a tender age, but afterwards, my reason slowly changed. After finding out that Carson and Jolene had done so many despicable things to me, my initial intention changed. Hatred and pain surrounded my heart, and I want to do justice to myself.
However, I didn’t know how to tell Eric everything I had experienced. His life has been peaceful and fulfilling. He has never experienced betrayal and deception like I have, so will he understand if I tell him the truth? Maybe he might think I’m crazy. I inhaled deeply. “I can’t get divorced, at least not now.”
“Because of your reputation? Are you afraid of being ridiculed?”
“No. What reputation do I have left now?” I laugh bitterly. “I think, aside from the resentment, I don’t want my parents to worry.”
“Are you putting up with it just because of this? I think you are really silly. No parent would want to see their child suffer. If his parents know about his current situation, they will definitely persuade him to get a divorce.”
“I know, but my father’s health is very bad. He was just hospitalized not long ago with a brain hemorrhage. If I get divorced, he’ll surely find out why, and if he finds out that I’ve been living a life over the last five years…” I didn’t finish my speech. After all, there was an angel and a demon inside everyone’s hearts. Before all this happened, I felt that my life was happy and complete. The sky I saw was blue. However, the angel had already left, leaving the devil to take over my heart, and my sky was now gray. Consequently, I was thinking of ways to get revenge on Carson and would rather persevere for revenge.
“Are you holding on because of your father’s health?” husband, therefore, are reluctant to divorce.”
ric gaped at me in surprise. “I always thought you still love your
“Who would be so foolish as to love a heartless man? Instead of loving him, I now prefer him to go back to his original state of having nothing.”
“Just for your efforts?” Eric shook his head. “You are very naive. You cannot match Carson Boyer.”
“Nothing is impossible. I have confidence.”
“It’s good to have confidence, but not everything can be accomplished with confidence. Carson Boyer is not a simple person. Just look around him and see who could get to where he is today from a poor boy in just five years.”
I always knew of Carson’s intelligence and ability, but I felt very ironic listening to Eric praise him. I snorted. “Are you saying he’s invincible on Riverdale?”
“Invincible? He?” Contempt was written all over Eric’s face. “In my eyes, he is just a clown.”
“Then why did you praise him to the heavens?”
“I was just reminding you to be careful. Judging by your stupid and foolish look right now, there will be nothing left of you if you fight him.”
“So, are you going to help me? Help me crush it.”
Eric was momentarily taken aback. “You want me to help you? Why?”