Sir madame has run away again (Lily and Carson) novel Chapter 405

Chapter 405
However, I still didn’t say anything in the end and watched with wide eyes as
he nodded.
His lips were still so soft, and this time, he not only tossed and turned my lips like the last time, but he opened my mouth and caught my tongue.
with his mouth.
It’s not like I never kissed Carson during my five years of marriage to him, but it was just a regular brush on the lips, and this was the first time I was kissing like that.
Even though he wanted to French kiss me like that, I always rejected it because the idea that we were sucking each other’s saliva disgusted me.
mine
Despite that, I didn’t feel the slightest bit of disgust when Eric French-kissed me.
Instead, I closed my eyes and enjoyed the moment as he held me deeper in his arms, melting completely into his embrace.
Passively accepting his kiss, I didn’t dare open my eyes as he reveled in that unique feeling. Initially he was very gentle, then he got very wild and I felt like he was going to crush me and swallow me.
He was so quiet around us that I could hear him breathing heavily. Slowly, his hands, which had been holding me, began to move upwards, and I could feel them on my breasts, caressing me gently. A shiver ran through my body and I felt something hard against my lower body, bringing me back to my senses miraculously.
‘No!’ I yelled, pushing him to the side.
Without forcing things, Eric released me and I struggled to get out of his embrace. Pulling away, I took a deep breath and felt my face burning and hot as the night breeze passed.
If the first kiss was an accident, then this time had nothing to do with an accident. Aware that he wanted to kiss me, I didn’t refuse.
him at all.
It shouldn’t be like this!
Lilian Hawkins, you mustn’t let go, not like this!
Behind me, I heard his footsteps approaching, and then he draped his jacket over me. – Lets go in. It’s windy.
Turning, our eyes met, and I saw the affectionate look in his eyes, unlike the calm before. ‘You go ahead first, and I’ll go
a little later.’
‘Okay,’ he replied, to my surprise, and turned to leave.
‘To hold on!’ I called him back and handed the jacket back to him. ‘Take it.’
Without saying anything, Eric’s face fell, and he looked a little angry with me, so I quickly explained, ‘I can’t wear your jacket as it will only make people talk bad.’
The expression on his face instantly changed as he said, ‘Don’t stay out here too long because the wind is strong here.’
‘Yes!’ I answered.
As he took a few steps away, he turned to me, saying: ‘I’ll see you at the office tomorrow’
‘OK!’ After hearing my answer, he happily left while I remained in the pavilion a little longer, feeling the breeze. Honestly, my heart was confused right now, but it wasn’t because of moral condemnation.
Since the day Carson cheated on me, I considered myself a single woman, so there was no reason to punish myself for it.
Still, why was it Eric?