Sir madame has run away again (Lily and Carson) novel Chapter 481

Chapter 481
Eric’s patience was simply impressive.
Initially, I was really furious, but he caused me to lose myself once again.
As I lost my mind, I heard him repeatedly calling my name. ‘Lilian, Lilian, Lilian…’
After going through intense physical activity all night, my whole body felt sore. Due to fatigue, I could barely open my eyes, even when I heard him talking on the phone in a low voice. As he spoke in German, I didn’t understand a word he said.
Seeing that I was awake, Eric hung up the phone and reached out to hug me. Giving me a kiss on the cheek, he said, ‘Let’s go out today and have fun together.’
‘I don’t want.’
‘So what do you want to do today?’
‘I want to go back. You said you lost my passport, right? Let’s reapply for a new one today.’
‘You’re misbehaving again,’ Eric warned as he glared at me.
Instantly, I kept my mouth shut. As he ran his fingers through my hair, he said, ‘About coming back, I’ll arrange accordingly, so you don’t have to worry about anything as long as you listen to me. By the way, I thought I’d take you to the lake to see the swans. If you wish, we can also take a walk along the Rhine.’
Without uttering a response, I lowered my head. Seeing this, Eric lifted my chin and asked, ‘Are you unhappy?’
‘Eric, do you really love me?’
‘Clear!’
‘If you really love me, why do you treat me like this? You don’t respect me and you never care about my feelings. As always, you’ll do what you want. All this is what will you do with someone you love?
‘Didn’t I apologize for what I did yesterday? And you enjoyed last night, right?
‘Please! I’m not even referring to this matter!’
‘So what is it? Besides, I don’t think I didn’t respect you.’
‘What will Sharon think of me? She knows I’m married…’
Startled for a moment, Eric asked, ‘How did Sharon know?’
‘How would I know? Weren’t you the one who told Beverly?
‘Why should I?’ Eric argued back, looking obviously displeased. ‘Anyway, it doesn’t really matter if Sharon knows about it. Once you get divorced, you can be together with me.’
‘What kind of logic is this? The situation now is that I am not divorced yet, which means I am being unfaithful to my marriage. What will others think
of me?’
‘My mistake. I will explain on his behalf. Don’t worry. No one will look down on you.
“I don’t need you to explain things to me. I felt so embarrassed. Eric, I don’t want to walk along the Rhine or see the swans. I want out of this place!’
Looking at me intently, I could see that there was anger growing in Eric’s eyes. Without flinching, I looked at him. After a while, Eric looked away. ‘Lilian, does being with me bother you?’ he asked in dismay.
Chapter 481
‘It’s Not That; it is my status that puts me in an awkward position. Eric, I’m not divorced yet. No matter how much I care for you, I just can’t cheat on my marriage. You understand?’