Sir madame has run away again (Lily and Carson) novel Chapter 569

Chapter 569
I felt an inexplicable pain in my heart. I felt ridiculous and sad. More than that, my heart ached. The steak was like chewing wax in my mouth. This lunch was the most uncomfortable lunch I’ve ever had in my life.
On the way back. I was extremely depressed. Isabella sighed sideways, ‘Lily, don’t be sad. It’s early yet. You haven’t reached the point where you can’t break free. You can go out.
Isabella said I hadn’t gotten to the point where I couldn’t break free yet, but I felt like I was already trapped there. ‘You can go out?’ I muttered.
‘Yes! From now on, I will withdraw your feelings. It will be much better to treat all this as a transaction. After all, his original goal was just to find him to cooperate with him to take revenge on the scoundrel. You just made a little mistake and there was still time.
‘Yes, why am I so stupid? This was all an agreement, but as I lost my virginity and went crazy, I started worrying about my gains and losses.’ I smile bitterly.
When I got home, I got tired. I put a bathtub full of hot water and soaked in it. I thought of many things in my mind and then fell asleep in the bathtub again.
Only when I felt cold did I wake up. I got out of the tub and turned on the hot water to wash my body. I immediately wrapped a bath towel around the bed and covered it with a quilt.
Lying on the bed, I picked up my phone and looked at it again, but I didn’t see any messages from Eric.
He was extremely disappointed. What was he doing now? Was he accompanying Bai Ruoxi? Or was he with another woman he liked?
No, he said he wanted me to believe him. He was not a casual man. He always kept his promises, but when I thought about his promise to me, I suddenly found that he couldn’t find any trace of love.
He only promised to help me deal with Carson and make me his wife. We were never the same. Even if he took me to his village and gave me the ring, promising it was his and my home, that wouldn’t explain anything.
From the beginning until now, Eric never said he loved me. He always said he liked me. Camille said that her love was all given to Bai Ruoxi. No wonder he just said he liked me.
He also told me plainly in his family’s Stone Plains hotel that a lifetime was too long and I didn’t know how long he would care for one person.
In fact, there were some clues there a long time ago, but I was stupidly stuck and unable to extricate myself.
But why was he so reluctant? Why was he so distressed?
I couldn’t let my imagination run wild like that. That would drive people crazy. I had to ask him personally to tell me where he was now and what he was doing.